never the same

chapter 12 edited

(LUCIFER P>O>V)

Its been around a week since Infinity was taken , no one will speak to me unless its about Infinity, the worse part was her brother when he came no wonders he is Xanders second hand man
(flash back )

pacing the kitchen i deside to go get some air out back off the gang hosue which is a big garden with a vountine, flower garden and 2 big sheds that could pass off as a house.
Walking through the flower garden i remember the time i surprised Infinity with a cute romantic meal in the middle off the flower patch, her smile would always make me smile she had a stunning smile which even till this day makes me lose my breath i was so lucky to have her and all i ever did was hurt her because i was scared of fucking up but i did that anyway and know iv lost everyone im on my own and im the only on to blame for that, Sin and Ace never had a sister or brother, like me they grew up in a shit house hold with no love thats how we are well was so close because we all related to each other and we know no matter what we all had each others back.

When Magic an Infinity came along they change all 3 off us for the better they showed us how to be decent human beings how to give respect to those who deserved it, they taught us so much without out even knowing and i know we are older than the both off them me Ace and Sin look up to them two because there loyalty to each other is amazing i mean Infinity moved here so Magic had someone she changed her whole life for her friend, when Infinity locked her self away from us because off me Magic was always there to try and get her back , the love they have for each other you would think they are blood sisters. Even know that Magic moved back to England they both still talked like they didnt 5 minutes ago.

Feeling the tear falling down my face i look up to the sky knowing that is was Infinity safe place it calmed her, i cry harder than i ever have before i cry for the pain and suffering i have cause Infinity, Magic, Sin, Ace, Max, Hunter Xander, Deveana and Jordan, all i do is cause pain to people around me and i cant even blame anyone else besides my self, i dont even know if i can fix this this time i have truely lost the only person i have ever loved Ace and Sin was right i was scared to turn into my parents that much i did without even knowing, i told the love off my life to kill the next best thing thats ever happened to me why because i was scared scared shitless but yet again all i thought about was my self not weather Infinity was scared, what she was feeling and god knows she was scared more than me by far.

i slowly made my way back in side the house to find everyone in the kitchen shouting, i walk in and they all turn and look at me going quiet
"why are you all looking at me" just as i said that a man came out from behind Xander,looking just like Infinity only he was a big male with black top and gray nike joggers on with the same nike air force 1 that Infinity alwyas wears when she is training or in the ring
"YOU YOU WAS SUPPOSE TO LOOK AFTER HER YOU WAS SUPPOSE TO BE THERE FOR HER YOU WAS SUPPOSE TO HELP HER" he came storming over to me but didnt get far Sin and Ace stood in the way
"and you can talk you abused her for year you physically and emotionally abused her for year so dont be a contradicting twat" Ace crosses his arms while me and Sin just stair at him. you see Ace was always the joker he never got into arrangements or fights but when he did it means shit hit the fan and he is about to pop a cape in somebody s ass
" AND I WILL REGRET THAT FOR THE REST OFF MY FUCKING LIFE, SHE WAS THERE ONE MINUTE AND GONE THE NEXT NOT KNOWING WHERE SHE WAS WHO SHE WAS WITH I LOVE HER MORE THAN LIFE IT SELF SO DONT TRY AND TURN THIS AROUND ON ME " Ace steps forward. Shit fuck we need to calm down quick
"DONT YOU FUCKING THINK HE DOESNT REGRET IT, THE ONLY PERSON HE HAS EVER FUCKCING LOVE HE PUSHED AWAY AND FUCKING LOST ALL IN THE SAME FUCKING HOUR " he takes another step forward
" so dont come into our house acting like dick above your head is a halo because you arnt fouling no one " wow that was pretty clever for Ace , but before anyone could stop it Luke punches Ace in the face which started a full on fight Sin had another dude that came with them and me an Hunter was fighting.