never the same

chapter 11(multiple p.o.v) edited

Im stood here frozen to my spot not moving at all i think i have actually stopped breathing.

Sin and Ace are stood there looking between me and the man in front off me wondering whats going on. I want to know whats going on. He's not suppose to know who i am.

He starts to walk towards me which makes me start tearing up, walking around my desk until he is in-front off me 
" hello Iny"
looking at him a few tear escape my eyes,  he smiles down at me before i wrap my arms around his waist hugging him for the life off me 
" iv missed you"
feeling him chuckle putting his arms around me hugging me just as close 
" we all have missed you Iny"
just as i was about to reply the office door opens revealing a tired looking Lucifer who now looking at the man who has me in his arms with pure anger 
" whos that "
looking at Lucifer i let go shrugging 
" no one just a client "
he comes storming over to me 
" doesnt look it just a fucking client, you cheating on me "
raising a eye brow at him i step back, my anger starting to bubble up me, you see my dad was scottish and my mum was irish so yes i havea bit off both accents but when im pissed off my scottish comes out more and when it does you know you have crossed the line
" take a fucking second to re-evaluate who the fuck you think your speaking to 1 yes he is a fucking client, he has watched me grow up and owns his own fucking gang and 2"
right now  im up in his face 
" we arnt together anymore and you know that so if i was to be with him i can , you made sure we wasnt together so dont come with the fucking bullshit Lucifer "
im boiling with anger 
" so walk back through the door you have just come through till i have finished with my meeting and we can talk"
he walks towards me about to speak when Xander get involved 
" mate that isnt a wise idea she only goes scottish if she is truely pissed off and about to beat some bodys ass so does as she says you will make it alot easier "
he looks at me then storms out off the room, but turns around looks at me in the eyes 
" i dont love you i never did i lied, that child you can kill or keep it isnt my problem never was all you was was a problem to me i dont care about you and i never will you just was a obstetrical in my life and iv finally got over it"
with that he walks out with my heart in peices in his hand, Xander comes and hugs me while Sin and Ace go running after Lucifer probably to kill him.

I still went a head with the meeting which Xander just asked to be a alliance which i agreed to because i could trust him to know if i need help he would be there and the same with him, so we wrapped up the meeting,
" i love you Iny, you dont need him" hugging him back
"thats the thing i do an always will and thats why this is hurting so much i dont know what to do anymore, every time i feel like my life is finally turning around i always get knocked back down
and its so tiring for ever building my self back up because god knows that no one else will"
look up at him with tear eyes 
" i dont think i can fight this fight no more "
he grabs my head kissing it ever so lightly
" if i was ever to have kids i would want them to grow up like you, strong independent and fierce but has a nice calming and careing side, it doesnt matter about anyone else besides you and your un born child, if your not happy change dont ever change for anyone besides your self everyone else comments, judging eyes and harsh words doesnt matter they are just people who are jealous of everything you are and everything your going to become, this long road your walking is called life and you was given this life because you are strong enough to get through it, i love you like a daughter after everything you have been throw you are aloud to feel this way but take this to make you stronger. "
nodding he let go looking at me with nothing but honesty and love in his eye 
"thankyou so much "
he smiles letting go off me walking out the office
"ring me if you need im always there for you my jet isnt there for show yah know" smiling i nod  while  he walks out the door

i sit there and go over everything he said to me i smile through the tears that are begging to come out i look up smiling, im strong enough to do this alone iv never need anyone in my life and im not going to start know all because my life hit a speed bumb doesnt mean im going to come off the road im going to keep driving on with a smile on my face.