never the same

chapter 5 edited

(Infinitys P<O<V)(THREE WEEKS LATER)

waking up to nothing but silence i quietly climb out of bed walking into my bathroom i set the shower on with my speaker ready and start to sing.
"You're broken down and tired

Of living life on a merry-go-round
And you can't find the fighter
But I see it in you so we gonna walk it out
Move mountains
We gonna walk it out
And move mountains

And I'll rise up
I'll rise like the day
I'll rise up
I'll rise unafraid
I'll rise up
And I'll do it a thousand times again
And I'll rise up
High like the waves
I'll rise up
In spite of the ache
I'll rise up
And I'll do it a thousand times again
For you
For you
For you
For you

When the silence isn't quiet
And it feels like it's getting hard to breathe
And I know you feel like dying
But I promise we'll take the world to its feet
Move mountains
Bring it to its feet
Move mountains
And I'll rise up
I'll rise like the day
I'll rise up
I'll rise unafraid
I'll rise up
And I'll do it a thousand times again
For you
For you
For you
For you

All we need all we need is hope
And for that we have each other
And for that we have each other
And we will rise
We will rise
We'll rise
We'll rise

I'll rise up
Rise like the day
I'll rise up
In spite of the ache
I will rise a thousand times again
And we'll rise up
High like the waves
We'll rise up
In spite of the ache
We'll rise up
And we'll do it a thousand times again
For you
For you
For you
For you"

jumping out the shower i get dried and dressed grabbing a pair of gray nike sweats and a black top i put on my white nike air force ones leaning over to grabbing my keys i set off walk to the balcony throwing my bag off first then flinging my self off second i land on my feet.
well mum your gymnastics lessons did come in handy after all. smiling i just in my car and set off to the gang house.

Walking in i go straight to the office dropping my bag off gym cloths i pick up the schedules for our shipments and the rest i call in greg one off the guards " yes boss"
shaking my head
"How many times do i have to tell you before you call me rose "
He cracks a smile. Greg he been my body gard from the start he takes his job seriously but he always good to have a laugh with
"Sorry your highness I shall remember for next time"
laughing I shake my head throughing my pen at his head.
"You are forgive but I need you tell carter luke and morgan they are going to the shipment tonight, jordan lucas are going to the mission tonight tell them dont leave without my money or ill kill them"
nodding he bows smirking
" yes your highness what ever you want"
As he was walking to the door he turns around with a questioning look
" fyi im your body gard I dont hear sevent in there do you" looking for the nearest pen to through at him again he bolts out the door shouting
" need me ring me "
I start laugh while sit back down locking for a pen to actually write with now, I get my head down an go throw everything.

About a hour later my door opens and im hit with the smell of Lucifer straight away , i keep my head down untill he sits across from me just looking at me "Star we need to talk"
sighing he leads forward. Keeping a hold off my pen just in case I need to throw it at him just not i a nice way like Greg

glaring at him
" dont fucking call me that"
Clenching my teeth together to stop my self from stabbing the pen in his god given eyes. What he has dreamy eyes a girl got eyes and can see he's made my god him self. 

looking at me with pleading eyes
" Infinity please talk to me "
he moves closer to the desk im behind.

shaking my head
" Lucifer you said all you wanted to say 3 weeks ago i got the idea okey"
looking back at the papers when the chair that currently occupied falls on floor and he is stoming around the desk to me, spinning my chair so he is leaning over me and im under him.