Fate A One Direction Love Story

These Feelings

Zayn's POV

Running. Just. Keep. Running. I blinked the tears away not trying to think about what had just happened. I couldn't think about it.. I really thought Bella liked me, twice now I've gotten hurt here. Sophie had left me, but pushed me to Bella, who now kissed another guy. I slowed down, I needed to breathe. I sat under a tree by the river. I was in a tux, crying, sitting on the ground, starring at a bunch of ducks. I can't imagine what people thought happened to me but I doubt any of them would guess the real reason. 

"Zayn!" I heard Bell's voice and i crumbled inside. 

"What do you want?!" I snapped. I closed my eyes not wanting her to see me crying. She sat next to me. 

"I don't like him." Her eyes started to tear up.

"Why are you lying? I saw you! Stop lying, it just makes it worse..." I looked away from her face.

"But I don't like him." She sniffled.

"Then why were you kissing him?" 

"He kissed me! I swear!'" She pleaded.

"Then why didn't you pull away?"

"He was hanging on to me!"Greeat answer! I know she could have because when she saw me she did. She could have pulled away...

"I really thought we had something Bella, was I just imagining it?I guess I had to be." I answered my own question, " Do you think your to good for me? I thought when you said you loved me...I...I don't...know how to explain it." 

"You thought when I said I love you I meant more than a best friend."

"Exactly... But I guess I was wrong..." 

"But I did..."

"Why were you meeting with him then? Did you even want to see me? I came here because I couldn't wait to see you... I wanted to surprise you... looks likes the surprise was on me! Did you really think you could kiss him, go to Kayson's and act like nothing happened and go to Prom with me the next day?" My additude wasn't needed but I didn't care.

 "I did'nt want to kiss him! Why don't you undersatnd that? Zayn I was meeting with him to tell  him to STOP flirting with me because my heart belonged to you! I wanted tyo see you so frikin' much! But he was taking forever. Why don't you trust me?I thought after everything you would trust me! Trust that when I told you I loved you toorrow you would believ me... But how are you going to do that if you don't even believ I didn't kiss Vincent?!" She was angry and upset I could see it in her eyes.

 I calmed my tone.

" I don't know... " I looked down. "After Sophie I just don't feel like I' good enough anymore... I'm just a guy."

"YOUR NOT GOOD ENOUGH?She snapped. "Zayn your a frikin' SUPERSTAR! You have millions of girls that would kill to be with you, if anyone's not good enough it's me." She satrted to cry... I could tell this had been worrying her. 

"Don't say that..." I put my hand on knee tring to comfot her.

"What that I'm no good enough for you? First I have to lie and say I wanted to kiss Vincent and now I have to lie again and say I am good enough for you??? I DON'T like to lie, Zayn." She yelled pushing my hand away. 

"Your plenty good enough Bella... Your beautiful." She sobbed in my arms for a while. Then we drove back to Kayson's and before we went inside I spoke.

"Where does that leave us then?"

"I don't know..." She sighed. " We stil can go to Prom together, andI I still love you but I can't be with someone who doesn't trust me. It's gonna take me a while to get over that." She spoke softly.

 "That's undersandable... Just don't take to long.." I smirked and nudged her. That made her smile.

"Let's go in" She said and that's what we did. Inside, everyone was in the livingroom. Chloe wrapped in Louis' arms, Maddie laying on Niall's chest, Megan in Harry's lap, and Kayson intertwining fingers with Liam, all cuddled up.

"Where have you been Zaynie? I was missing you." Louis called. Bela's eyes were week, she tried to smile. But I didn't.

 Don't ask... Please." They could tell I was being serious. Bella andd I sat down. She got comfy adn put her legs over me. After a while, the tension dropped and we played the wii, Just Dance 3, which Kayson got for Christmas. Harry won, of course. We all crashed at 11 at Kayson's. We slpet in different rooms but it was still fun. It was nice to be with all our friends again.