Demon's First Kiss || Choi Soobin

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"Soobin is still asleep?" Beomgyu asked in confusion once he twisted the doorknob open and the other guys followed him inside.

They walked towards Soobin's hospital bed where he's sleeping deeply in peace, beside him, was a sleeping y/n who had been crying for consecutive days, and she had finally got the chance to gain those sleepless nights today.

Neither the four guys know that Soobin is already awake, and he's just sleeping for now as he wanted to rest for staying up all night just to talk to her. And they are both exhausted and tired due to a sleepless night conversation, that is why y/n didn't had the chance to tell them that Soobin is finally awake. So none of them really have an idea.

"I can summon him" Taehyun proudly say as they all looked at him with disbelief.

"How?" The three guys asked as they followed their eyes to Taehyun who's now walking Soobin's direction or particularly to y/n who's now still peacefully sleeping on the chair beside Soobin's bed as her head laying on the empty space of the hospital bed.

Much to their surprise is what Taehyun did next. He raised his hand lightly, and aimed it to y/n's sleeping face, he flicked his fingers and it directly hit y/n's forehead. It wasn't that much hard enough to wake a sleeping y/n up, but enough to make a soft thud that made the three guys widened their eyes in shocked when they saw Soobin's hand tightly gripping onto Taehyun's hand which flicked y/n's forehead. Things happened too quickly, that they can't even narrate what happened.

"see? I summoned him just like that" Taehyun proudly said, even though he's pretending that he didn't flinched once Soobin grabbed his hand and tightly squeezed it, as what he did earned a glare from Soobin.

There is no time in which Soobin had the chance to scold Taehyun and make him pay for what he did, when the three guys rushed towards him as they all said "Welcome back!"

Soobin looked at them one by one, until his eyes laid upon to Yeonjun who's now standing behind them, hands in his pockets as he maintain his cool, intimidating posture. Soobin was confused on why his older brother was here, together with these guys, but he didn't had the chance to at least ask him when the two other guys, specifically Beomgyu and Huening Kai went all over excited when they knew that he's already awake. And they all ceaselessly told him what he had been missing out since the first day he's asleep.

The guys were too noisy and loud that it made y/n wake up forcedly as she stretched her back and arms, covering her mouth as it opened wide to release a long and drawn out yawn. Once she woke up, seeing the sight of everyone getting along with each other, talking and laughing as if nothing happened is what made her smile and made her day complete even if it's still up in the morning.

A day filled with ceaseless laughter and smiles, but happiness is only for temporary as there's always a miserable situation in exchange of that happiness. A day was executed with bliss, that even y/n hope it will stay like this forever. She couldn't help but to smile as she's already contented, but that's only because she have no idea what's about to come.

.....

Beomgyu and y/n were told to go home and rest as they needed one. Beomgyu had been all worn out due to his injuries and wounds caused by all the punches and kicks of the thieves who cornered them a few days ago. While y/n need to regain her energy due to sleepless nights she spent in the hospital just to make sure Soobin is okay. The two of them were already at Soobin's house' resting for a while. As the four demons were all left in the hospital room

Later that day, Soobin was still laying on his bed rather in a conscious state as the three other demons were just standing beside him, as the happiness moments they once shared earlier when Beomgyu and y/n were still there vanished in an instant once they were left inside.

"Soobin... are you really going to kill her?" Huening Kai asked, looking down anxiously that made Soobin's eyes widened to the sudden question he threw amidst the silence growing in between them.

Soobin was perplexed and confused, on why he's suddenly asking that, and when Yeonjun said "I already told them" is what made it all makes sense to him now. Soobin looked away, and sighed heavily. "I... don't know"

Soobin already knew how this demon world works, what's the concept of how human gets reincarnated again, and to put it simply, he had been planning it all since day one since he wants to repeat the history itself and wait for y/n as he lives eternally. But killing her, is something he can't imagine. Although he knew he was the one who killed her before, and he can't just kill her once again just because of his own desire. Seeing her in pain is what feared him the most.

"But you have to!" Taehyun exclaimed, pushing Soobin to kill y/n as soon as possible, as they want Soobin to stay alive, and they want y/n to be reincarnated even if it will take them forever to wait for her to live again.

Soobin was still looking away all along, as he was thinking on how he can be able to do that.  "If you can't. Then I'll do it for you"

They all looked at Yeonjun in sync because of what he said. He insisted to kill her, because in the first place, even him wants her to get reincarnated again and wait for her even if it will take a long period of time. All he wanted is to keep seeing her again while he pays off with the sin he had made eternally.

"I'll kill her and wait for her to be reincarnated again but once she got reincarnated, you'll no longer remember her. I'll have her by that time then." Yeonjun kept his cool, threatening Soobin with what he said that seems to be effective as they all see Soobin's hand balding into a fist while he looks down, mind contemplating whether what to do and what not.

When Soobin didn't answered for almost a minute, Yeonjun placed his hands inside his pockets as he shook his head disappointedly, turning his back to face the opposite way and was about to start walking away from them, but a hand stopped him, "wait"

He turned his back around to face Soobin again, and too much to his surprise Soobin is now looking straight up to him, eyes full of determination mixed with guilt and anger. Even if it's beyond his will, even if he have no idea if he can do it or not... he had finally made a decision.

"I'll do it. I will kill her"

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