Demon's First Kiss || Choi Soobin

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y/n woke up when the morning rays found its' way to peeked in the curtains, blinding her for a moment when the sun rays directly hit her closed eyes. She struggled to ignore all the headaches, and pain when she tried to sit on her hospital bed.

She found herself in tears when she woke up, remembering the dream she once had last night.

"That's all just a dream, right?" She asked nervously, still can't accept the fact that what she dreamt about is all true.

She roamed her eyes around the four sided room, and saw her brother preparing something on the table.

"Beomgyu?"

Beomgyu turned his back, as his eyes widened when he saw his own sister finally awake from her deep long sleep.

"Sis! Don't force yourself, wait. Lemme give you a hand" Beomgyu rushed towards y/n as he helped her sit.

y/n ignored the stinging sensation of her healing wound on her forehead and waist. Even the broken bone on the part of her arm.

"You're sleeping for almost four days.... should I go call the doctor now?" Beomgyu asked, as he was about to walk out of the room and call the doctor, but y/n stopped him by holding his wrist with her feeble hand.

"F-four days?"

"Yes. You're sleeping for four consecutive days" Beomgyu cleared out, that made y/n's eyes squinted in confusion.

So it was all just a dream?

At some point, y/n found herself breathing heavily and properly now that she confirmed that it was all a dream and she was just really sleeping yesterday.

Besides, she knew, and she trust that Soobin won't leave her side. Especially now that she needs him the most.

"Where's Soobin?" asked y/n, with a smile crept on her face as she was so excited to see Soobin now.

But to her surprise, she saw how Beomgyu's eyebrows frowned, even looked at her puzzled and confusedly. And asked back another question,

"Who's Soobin?"

y/n lifted her head slowly to look at Beomgyu whether he's asking that in a serious face or not. But seeing how he got real confused, she can tell that he's not pretending that he didn't know who Soobin is.

"What?"

"Who is he? Is he some kind of your imaginary boyfriend when you're asleep?" Beomgyu, without context said, as a small laugh came out from his lips.

When y/n didn't laughed at his joke, he suddenly became all quiet and serious. He shifted his eyes down to y/n, and saw how her eyes became all teary.

"W-why are you crying---" Beomgyu didn't finished his question when y/n suddenly yanked his left hand, and felt her hand trembling.

"Soobin! He's your classmate! H-he's our friend! He's the one who unexpectedly came to our lives!" Her brother jolted when she suddenly bursted out crying and angry. She even shook Beomgyu's hand as if she's not resisting any pain causing by her broken arm.

"y/n... wait.. calm down" Beomgyu worriedly said as he tried to remove y/n's hands on his hand.

"I-i don't understand... why did you suddenly forget all about him?" y/n stammered, fiddling her fingers out of anxiety and confusion.

Beomgyu was about to reach for her hand again to make her stop from crying, but the door abruptly opened, revealing their mom looking at y/n with bliss and excitement now that her daughter is finally awake.

y/n had an idea.... if Beomgyu can't remember Soobin. Then her mom must.

"Mom!! Where's Soobin?" y/n asked, completely sounded so hopeful.

Her mom suddenly stopped running towards her and her smile soon faded as it was replaced by a confused look and thin line lips.

"What? Who's Soobin?" A familiar question came from her own mother.

y/n's hope completely disappeared, like a bubble that once popped out, it will forever be gone.

All those people Soobin got closed to, they forgot about who Soobin is. Except for y/n.

"Choi Soobin! That guy I stole a kiss from!!" Out of a sudden rage, y/n yelled.

Beomgyu and her mother suddenly stopped and blinked confusedly. y/n couldn't tell whether they are shocked because she yelled, or they were shocked now that they knew that she just stole a kiss from a stranger. Or maybe both.

The doctor came to calm down the patient, but she kept being so stubborn and kept yelling that she wanted to get out of the hospital as soon as possible to find where Soobin is. But the doctor had no choice but to inject a syringe on her to make her sleep. She felt all sleepy and hopeless. Until she fell on her knees and found her self closing her eyes to forcedly sleep.

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y/n's PoV

I got admitted to the hospital, I finally escaped from that hell. Or maybe I was just exaggerating the describing word for it.

They treat me, they healed my broken bones, and even disinfect my wounds.... but how come it's still painful?

"Soobin" my eyes looked straight at Soobin's room, before deciding to open it.

Up until now, I still don't know whether he's true or not. Whether he's only a figment I made out of boredom and loneliness.

I don't know why my mom, my brother, his and my classmates, even Amkae can't remember him. My only hope was Yeonjun, but even him, is still gone nowhere.

Doctors injected me pain killers, anesthesia and everything that would make me resist all the pain in my body.... but how come they can't inject something that would make me resist the pain I was holding in my heart?

""How I wish... doctors have anesthesia too for killing the pain emotionally." I muttered, a fake laugh came out from my mouth as I realized that would never gonna happen.

Why.... am I the only one who can remember him?

Does Choi Soobin really is true? Does Soobin really came in my life? Does Soobin even exist?

"I bet not" my lips formed into a smile of pain, as I felt another tear streaming down my cheeks.

I always pretend as if I do not care at all. As if I'm wishing that I just didn't met him. But honestly, I am dying to see him again.

My knees softens, as I fell on the ground, crying like a child who just got left behind by someone important to me. I covered my face using my hands, hoping it will stop me from crying too much.

But I guess, it hurts too much to the point my eyes seemed to be crying on its' own.

The pain won't stop.... Soobin, comeback....

In the middle of my crying, someone poked me.

"psst. Girlfriend"

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