Demon's First Kiss || Choi Soobin

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Soobin's dark circles under his eyes are shown, due to a sleepless night thinking about what Yeonjun said yesterday. Thinking if he could really kill the girl of his dreams once again, but this time, intentionally.

Yeonjun was right. Soobin already planned to kill her even in her past life since he wants her to be reincarnated again but it didn't happened since she died earlier than expected so he's somehow thankful to the two guys who accidentally killed her because he will no longer have to kill y/n. But this time, he needed to be the one to kill her, as it will both benefit him and her. But the question is.. how will he do that? How can he kill her?

Soobin tried to sat up on the bed, but failed to do so after feeling the stinging sensation the fresh wound on his shoulders caused. The wounds are not healing, even the dark circles under his eyes couldn't be removed. It feels like he's now starting to became humanely, which is frail and weak. he's dying.... again.

He can feel that he's getting frail and feeble as seconds passed by, that he felt like he was dying. He clenched his fist in anger, as he looked down biting his lower lip in guilt.

"Give me more time... please" he begged although he knew that no one can hear his wishes, and no one can ever do a wish come true coming from a demon like him who was filled with sins. It's almost time, even him knew and felt that it's about time. He have to do something for the history to repeat itself once again.

......

The sun was already setting down gone in a blink of an eye, a mesmerizing view on the rooftop of the hospital he was confined into bursted upon them. Once y/n's class finished, she immediately run to visit Soobin as what she always do for the past days Soobin was confined. Soobin told her that he wants some fresh air to unwind, and she immediately thought of the hospital building's rooftop that was perfect to get some fresh air to clear minds up, and also perfect to see a blissful mesmerizing view.

A pair of brown eyes stared down at her in the most subtle manner, as his hands are terribly shaking out of nervousness he felt. His left hand carrying a knife that he was trying to hide behind his back for y/n to not see it. However, as much as he wanted to act normal, he can't do as much as he want as he anxiously stared down to the girl beside him.

"Soobin? Are you okay? Is something wrong?" y/n asked in disbelief, Soobin looked away as soon as she diverted her eyes up to him.

Soobin looked anxiously at nothing in particular as he cleared his throat before nodding and saying, "y-yeah"

y/n only smiled before looking straight back again to the view upon them. And soon she realized, she had seen this before. However, she doesn't seem to remember that she had a memory of it. The same place, the same view the sunsetting down. All was perfect.... a good day to die. "Kill me now..."