Focus On Me | Yeongyu ✓

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huening kai's pov ~
it had been a few days since they kissed.

yes, i know about it.

and so does yeonjun.

they're dumb as hell if they thought that we wouldn't be spying on them. i mean, we were all in the same house when that happened. yeonjun and i are always hella nosy and they should've known that.

speak of the devil. taehyun entered the living room, the area i'm in and sat on the couch next to me.

"are you okay? you've been acting weird for a couple of days."

"yeonjun and i know what happened last night," i blurted out. for a moment, he didn't know how to respond and he looked scared. so i calmed myself down a bit.

"a-are you mad at me?" he softly asked. i took a deep breath and met his soft energy.

"i'm not mad that you like beomgyu, i'm mad because you liked him this whole entire time and you didn't even tell me. you kissed me, more than once and you played with my feelings. i should've known. our kisses seemed rushed. it was like you were taking your anger out on me. that wasn't okay, taehyun."

"i am so sorry...you're right, i was mad and i did take my anger out on you. but i never intended to. the last thing i ever want to do is that," he explained.

"you're forgiven. but why did you even kiss me in the first place if you didn't even like me?"

"...because...you were there...i'm sorry..." he looked so upset in himself that you could probably see it from a mile away.

i was pretty mad but i wanted to take care of this in a mature manner. i didn't wanna argue with him and i didn't wanna hurt his feelings, even though he hurt mine.

"it's fine. i probably would've done the same thing if i was in your situation," i lied. i would never do that to someone but i went along with it because i could see how embarrassed he was and i wanted him to feel like he had someone to lean on. even if you've done something bad, i still believe that you should be given another chance.

plus, it was one time. taehyun is always such a good friend and he has never done anything like this before. he was just lost and misunderstood.

"thank you so much kai. you're so forgiving. i promise i won't hurt you again," he said.

"of course."

i still genuinely really like taehyun but i don't think we'll ever get together. he never liked me the same way and he still doesn't. i can't force a relationship when one person doesn't want it.

i'm too scared to anyways.

yeonjun's pov ~
i couldn't think straight. all i could think about was beomgyu kissing taehyun. it's been replaying in my head for this whole entire day.

so the next thing i knew, i was walking all the way to beomgyu's house.

i'm not mad at him or anything. i mean, i shouldn't be. he rejected him and taehyun did deserve that kiss. we aren't dating anyway, so he can kiss whoever the hell he wants. i don't own him.

but i can't stop the jealousy. it hurts.

i quietly knocked on the door of beomgyu's house. it was almost midnight and the lights in his house were closed. there were barely any cars roaming around. he was probably asleep.

i almost walked away but he opened the door. and we stood, staring at each other for a while.

he wore a huge white t-shirt, tiny black shorts, and cute bunny slippers. even though it was a simple outfit, he looked so adorable. i couldn't help but blush. everything he wears looks so good on him.

"yeonjun? what are you doing here this late? do you need a place to stay?" he asked. i cleared my throat.

"yeah, actually. i can't fall asleep and i kinda need to talk to you."

i didn't need a place to stay but i said yes anyway. i've always wanted to get closer to beomgyu but after seeing him and taehyun kiss, i've been wanting to get even closer to him.

"oh, okay. come inside," he said and i immediately did so. we both sat on the navy blue couch. "so what did you wanna talk about?"

"i don't really know how to say this so i guess i'll just say it right away...um..." i took a moment to relax before speaking up again. i was so nervous.

but beomgyu suddenly held my hand and looked up at me with his dazzling eyes.

"yeonjun, calm down. you're shaking a lot," he whispered in my ear. his voice was so soothing and deep.

"you're right." i sighed as i forced myself to tell him. i wanted to get it over with. "huening kai and i saw you and taehyun kiss..."

his eyes widened and he looked like he felt bad.

"...i only kissed him because i know how it feels to have someone you like not like you back. i went through the same exact thing. and he deserved it...besides...i like someone else..." he quietly mumbled and looked away shyly.

i didn't know what to say. there is a one percent chance that he was talking about me but he was obviously talking about soobin.

i couldn't help the jealousy. he kissed taehyun, he likes soobin. what else is this dangerous guy going to do to make my blood boil?! i held his tiny wrist.

"beomgyu...why do you like soobin?" i asked.

turns out, he had a huge explanation...