taehyun's pov ~
even though i told yeonjun he wasn't a dumbass, he's a dumbass.
well, he's a dumbass but isn't at the same time. it's just hard to explain. he's stupid when it comes to the obvious stuff, but smart when it comes to the stuff that nobody ever notices.
i hate him for that. i just don't get why he, out of all people, notices those little things that you don't want him to notice.
"taehyun? are you okay?" soobin asked as i came back. my eyes were still watery and i had forgotten they were still waiting for us.
i stood there for a long time, staring into space and saying nothing. i didn't even move. yeonjun suddenly came from behind and rested his arm on my shoulder. i rubbed my eyes.
"hey guys! he's alright, just being emo as usual." soobin and beomgyu looked back and forth at yeonjun and i. they looked like they were judging us but i could tell that they were just concerned.
"he's right, i'm fine guys. please don't worry." i wiped my tears for the last time and smiled. as soon as i did, everyone automatically smiled back. it felt kinda nice i guess.
"so...are we still gonna visit huening kai?" soobin asked. i stayed silent again, but yeonjun looked at me and started to speak.
"nope. we should just give him some privacy." he smiled.
"okay! well, it's pretty late anyways. maybe we should just go home," soobin mentioned. yeonjun walked over to beomgyu and held his hand cutely.
"great! i'll take this baby home, hehe." yeonjun told us as beomgyu smiled. soobin and i waved to them as they left.
it was just him and i now.
"so i'm guessing you're going to go home..."
"yeah," he replied. the cicadas filled the silence. "well, bye i guess." he smiled at me as he walked away.
but i didn't want him to leave me.
"wait!" i held his hand and his eyes met mine. "uh, well everybody else is spending the night with someone...so why don't you spend the night...with me?"
"oh! um...s-sure! that would be cool."
beomgyu's pov ~
even after our pretty long walk, it seemed like he didn't wanna let me go. he stared at our hands that were touching.
"yeonjun? you know you can just come visit me anytime, right?" he looked up at me.
"...i feel sad when i'm not with you." he stared back at our hands.
"oh, you can come in right now if you wa-"
"beomgyu! i don't just wanna go inside. i-i want more..."
"well, you always were horny."
it was silent for a moment, but then we both burst into laughter.
"but i guess i am even more right now." he smiled. "i could kiss you for hours...you just can't imagine the things i would do to you..."
"...this is so cringy." we laughed again. but when we stopped laughing, i got serious, because i truly did mean this. "you know...you can do whatever you want with and to me...my body is yours. i am yours." his face was bright red. he took a step back and covered his face from embarrassment.
"s-sorry, i-i just did not expect th-that at all." i giggled. he always makes a big move and then gets embarrassed. but it's adorable.
"well? what are you waiting for? i want you on top of me already." i smiled as his face got even more red.
"o-okay..." i dragged him inside.
huening kai's pov ~
"that...was awesome," kyran said as he got out of the shower.
"haha! who knew i'd be so good at this?"
"i knew," he immediately said as he stopped what he was doing and stared at me. he looked like he was serious.
"woah woah woah, don't get all horny again." he laughed and walked over to me. but then he pushed me against the wall.
"it's your fault for being so sexy." his eyebrow raised a bit as he kept smirking. i put my hands on his chest.
"something tells me that your gonna be a lot to deal with in the future..." then i pushed him away and stepped aside. "but that's for the future. i'm done for today. you know, it takes a lot of work and i'm hella tired."
i smiled.
it's so fun to tease this man.
"you really know how to make me want more." i shrugged as i walked away.
"that's your fault for falling for a guy like me."
soobin's pov ~
we sat in silence on his couch, awkwardly. it was way too quiet and it was making me a bit uncomfortable.
"hey, uh...thanks for coming over. i don't know what it is, but i've been feeling pretty lonely, haha." i didn't respond for a moment, but that was only because i didn't know what to say. but then i began to speak.
"uh, yeah! no problem! um...i also wanted to ask you...are you okay? you seemed pretty out of it today and not to mention, you literally had tears in yours eyes...?" i leaned closer to him.
our eyes met.
"i'm sorry..." he looked away. "i can't you why."
"you can't? or you won't." he stared at me again.
"...i want to but...i'm just too afraid."
"of what, exactly?"
"of hurting you. like i hurt somebody else. i can't forgive myself and i never will. so i won't tell you."
"...do you love me?"
"i'm sorry what?"
"do you love me."
"eh?!" his face instantly turned bright red.
"if you love somebody, you would tell them. even if you're afraid." i held his hand. "don't worry. you won't lose me. just tell me whenever you're ready." his lips quivered and he looked away again.
"i-i'm so sorry..."
i smiled at his cuteness.
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Focus On Me | Yeongyu ✓
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