Is the world against me?

Tangled in bed

As the days passed by I avoid Jacob, my emotional state is to broken for me to put my heart out like that. I try keeping a low profile, but Damon noticed and began bothering me even more. Soon enough he was bothering me in class, at lunch and basically everywhere. This caused more tension between Agatha and I. Damon use to "go out" with her, but as soon as I arrived he dumped her. Now I find unusual things in my locker, and hate comments about me in the bathroom. I just brushed it off. Obviously shes jealous so i most be doing something right. Dawn was with me every step of the way, even though she didn't agree with my reaction towards Jacob, she was still there for me and i was happy that she was my friend.

Today as I was leaving I saw a red rose taped to my cars windshield with a note. "Party at 8, coming? Jake <3"

 I call Dawn immediately asking her about this. She tells me everyone who's anyone at school is going, I decide to go and Dawn tells me she will be at my house at 6 to get ready. Might as well celebrate the beginning of spring break somehow.

I look through my closet, and decide to wear a black skin tight dress with a low back, and two cuts on my sides. As I decide on my hair, Dawn comes into my room with a huge bag. 

"Hey... Wow damn that dress is hot!"

 I laugh blushing, "Shut up" I say. 

Dawn pulls out this beautiful white lace dress that hugs her small curves and gold pumps. I stare with my mouth open. 

"That dress is beautiful". 

She smiles "Thank you". 

As we apply the final touches to our looks, I put on my black lace up heels and ask "Where does he live anyways?" 

Dawn says "His house is huge, its like a freaking mansion".

 I laugh "OK, then you're driving".

We pull up at Jake's house by 10pm. As we get out the car, I look up at his house. It really does look like a mansion, the "house" is probably a little smaller than a football field. We walk up to the entrance and the smell of alcohol and the beat of the music hits us. Its pretty dark inside, as the night continues, and i go from sober, to tipsy then drunk, I lose Dawn in the crowd. I keep dancing feeling the beat of the music, suddenly I'm pulled away from the dance floor and its Jake. 

He says "WOW, you look beautiful".

I giggle "Thank you". "I'm sorry for kissing you, it was way to soon and I guess I was caught up" he says. 

"Its OK" I say. 

"I'll be back, I'm going to the bathroom", I say practically holding unto the walls.

I walk to the bathroom knocking into people and tripping, I look in the mirror in the bathroom and I look completely drunk, I start laughing to myself. I hear shuffling behind me and then the lights turn off. 

I start laughing "Black, turn on the lights". 

I feel strong arms lift me up unto the sink. They get closer and they kiss me, I kiss back. Soon the kissing becomes heated and I start talking between kisses,.

"Jake.. Stop..." I laugh again.

 "Jake!"

 Soon he lifts me up and I'm laughing my butt off. He takes me upstairs into the dark bedroom. He drops me on the bed, continuing to kiss me, soon clothes come off and everything turns black.

I wake up the sunlight hitting my face, I think with my eyes closed about last night. Did I just have sex with Jacob Black?  I smile to myself, turning to hug him. I open my eyes, and scream.

Who I turn to see is...

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