Is the world against me?

Drive me Insane

As we drive down the highway, I flashback to every moment with Jake. Jake's ability to appear whenever I'm in trouble, How fast his movements are when he catches me, when he climbed up the tree by my window inhumanly fast, how quickly his violence switch turns on... I begin to hyperventilate. Jacob turns looking at me worriedly.

We finally drive up his driveway. We walk up to his house and he unlocks the door. I go in and put my jacket on the couch as I sit awkwardly, hugging myself.

"Ill be right back". Jake says as he sprints up the stairs.

 My minds starts to wonder as seconds turn to minutes. "Should I tell him.. ". 

I begin to chew my nails, staring at the floor. Jake comes down after 15 mins his hair is dripping and he's wearing shorts with no shirt. I look the other way, as my cheeks begin to heat up. He comes over pulling on a tank top. 

He sits next to me, "Hey" he says, as he turns my chin so that my face looks at him. I look at him, absorbing his brown eyes.

He clears his throats "My family comes from a long generation of wolves, and we turn when we kill someone". 

"Before we turn, our physical and emotional aspects heighten, we feel more, see more, and basically have more capabilities than humans,  I didn't mean to hurt Damon in that way...especially in front of you". 

He takes a deep breath."Anger is an emotion that is very hard to control before you turn, Its one of the main emotions that propelled many of us werewolves to turn.." He gulps. 

"Damon and I have had issues long before you came...Damon is not like you..he's not human, he's a monster". I look at him. 

"I know.." I mumble. 

His eyebrow goes up. "How"? 

"Um...well... recently a few days ago I found out that my parents, specifically my father captured vampires and made test on them... and Damon was one of them. My mother told me that.." 

Jacobs eyes widen and he interrupts me... "Your father was Doctor Woods".

 I look at him confused.. "How did you know that"? 

"My father and him had good relations... before his death. I look away, my hands trembling.

 "My family is the head of the wolf community, so we had relations with your father to fight back the vampires".

 "They were harming humans, and people were freaking out.."Now that I have turned, my parents probably know already and maybe on there way".

 "Now I have to lead my pack".

I stare at his face, lifting my hand and placing it on his cheek. 

He turns his face kissing my hand. "I love you" he says. He presses his lips to mine, The pit in my stomach fades.

 "I love you too....." But the nagging in my mind continues...

*Stars and comments please :)