Chapter 12

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Vanessas P.O.V
After Maddie left, I still had that terrible feeling. I ignored it and decided to text Mikey
(Michael -italics Vanessa- bold)
Hey Mikey 😝
Hello panda
Panda?
Yes..your my little baby panda
Okay then your my little giraffe
Alright that's okay with me
Soooo
Ness I gotta go talk to you soon
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That was strange, he usually would talk to me for hours. I shook my head and got up and went downstairs and I was greeted by my mom and she looked like she was crying? "Mom are you okay?" I asked and walked up to her she chuckled "I'm fine I was just thinking about..your father" she said and closed her eyes shut I quickly hugged her and rubbed her back "it's okay mom..I think about him too" I said and pulled away and she seemed to be okay she took a deep breath "you good?" I asked "better than ever" she chuckled "I'm just gonna get these Cheetos" I said and took the bag and ran upstairs and stopped "don't judge me food is BAE!" I yelled and walked to my room.

It was about 4 in the morning, I just couldn't fall asleep I was thinking about my dad and all the memories we shared "dad...I know you can't come back but..just know that I love you even though you left us, but I know you left for a reason" I whispered and I felt the right side of the bed dip down I grabbed the switchblade from my drawer and slowly rolled over "Ness what the fuck don't kill me!" Michael yelled and I widened my eyes "oh shit I'm sorry I could've gotten a warning" I whispered and placed the switchblade on my desk "Ness what's that on your wrist" Michael asked "shit" I mumbled "I guess it's time you know" I said and took a deep breath "okay...I cut..myself" I said and looked at him "why?" He whispered with a sad look on his face. It was too adorable for his own good.  "it happens right....well I just..I guess I couldn't stay without my dad" I said and sighed "I'm sorry babe" he said and pulled me over and hugged me "no...it's okay" I said and sighed "how'd you get in here anyway" I said trying to change the subject "window" he mumbled "alright" I said and kissed his cheek "goodnight" I said.

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