In Your Eyes~~~The 100 Bellarke FanFiction

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Bellamy:

What's wrong with me. Why? No. Clarke, I'm so sorry. So sorry. I cling to the tree branch let every tear I've saved come pouring out now. I've been here for hours. The world has started to shake and my vision is too blurred to see what's in front of me.

I see a shadow coming towards me but I don't make an effort to move. Its coming close but I don't care.

"Where's Clarke?" The shadow says.

It comes closer and a realize it's Abby. I just sit there and cry.

"Where is my baby?"

"I- I couldn't-" I take a deep breath and spit it out. "I couldn't save her." My voice is shaky but understandable.

Her face changes from lost to infuriated. She's on fire!

"I'm sorry. I didn't want to leave her!"

"Your a bad man! You left her there! You killed her!"

Everything is dark but her raging fire. I look in her flaming eyes.

"I loved here too." She soon disappears. So does the dark forest.

Now it's white. Everywhere. Never ending white. The place where Abby was is now a gun. Like the one on the first day on earth. I pick it up and instantly voices erupt in my head.

"Use it." Abby says.

"Kill your self." Jaha says.

"You deserve it." I hear my mother say.

"You left Clarke for dead." I hear Octavia say.

"It should have been you on the stake." I see Finn in front of me.

"Your a bad man." I see Cain.

"She's mine now give up." Cage is here too.

"You did nothing to protect us. The least you could have done is saved Clarke."

"Use it! Use it! Use it!" I see the 100 chanting.

I'm on my knees and my hand won't let me put the gun down. Everyone is crowding around me and shouting all at once.

"I'm sorry! Please forgive me!" I cry.

"Your sorry?!" Clarke's mom speaks up. "You should have let those glass doors cut you in half. We'll forgive you when you use this gun."

She takes the gun still in my hand and presses it to my temple. I close my eyes, and fall to my knees. They all shout while I hold my hand to the trigger. It goes silent. I open my eyes to see they are gone. It's starting to get brighter. I can see the silhouette of some one. Its Clarke. She's glowing like an angel. She has I long slim white dress on and her hair is up in some sort of braid thing that really makes her look like an angel. She's smiling.

"I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't get you out."

"Don't be sorry. All I wanted was for you to get out. And you did." She takes the gun from my hand and throws it. Then she cupped my face.

"Bellamy, I'm safe If you want me to be happy do your job."

"I don't know how." I say shaking her hand from my face.

I'm still on my knees and I want to reach out and touch her so badly, but I can't move my legs.

"Bellamy you and me are leaders remember. Not my mom not Cain. They don't know what they're doing. Cain sacrifices too much. My mother can't sacrifice 1 life for 45 others. You know the balance Bell. You know what's worth sacrificing."

She puts a hand through my hair and I can feel it. I feel relieved.

"Clarke I can do this but I want you to know I would sacrifice myself and everyone else for you."

"That's your only weakness Bellamy. You can't show weakness."

"I know your my weakness, and it scares me to death. But I can't just forget about you."

"Then don't. When you wake up everything you do remember it's for me and do it with all your heart."

"When I wake up?" She tilts her head and her smile fades. I look down to see there's a gun in her hand and its pointed inward towards her stomach. She pulls the trigger and blood stains her white dress and tickles to the floor. Her face goes pale and she's no longer smiling.

"You need to wake up. Please wake up bell." She says but it's not her voice. It's Octavia's.

I open my eyes and see Octavia staring at me.

"Where? What Bell how?" I don't answer I just take her in my arms. It feels like home. She pulls back.

"What's wrong." I ask

"The mountain men bombed one of the meetings, people are trapped but there's a damned sniper in the tree we need to get him out."

I look behind her to see... Lincoln. And Lexa looks like she's seen a ghost.

"Lincoln. What happened?"

"We'll talk about it later." She pulls me out of the small tree like bush.

"How did you get out? Have you been... Crying!?" She pauses before she asks her next question. "Did you by chance... see Clarke."

I wipe remaining tears from my face and and walk ahead of them.

"We'll talk about it later." I say as I walk.

I turn to see Lexa and she stares at me as if I am about to reveal her biggest secret. Maybe I am. All thoughts aside I focus on finding this snipper. For Clarke.

           ***Authors note***

Ok so sorry it was short and boring. I just want to know if you guys think I'm missing things.

Like do you think Bellamy is too open to the idea of him being in love with Clarke?

Should I have more dialogue or more description?

Do you think Octavia doesn't sound worried for Clarke?

Should I keep this story going?

Do you enjoy reading it?*