In Your Eyes~~~The 100 Bellarke FanFiction

She Chose You

Bellamy:

It's been days. As soon as we got back Abby locked me up. She says I'm the reason Clarke left. Its funny how she doesn't know I've already thought of that. I don't exactly know the real reason she was there but it couldn't have been all me. Can it? It eats at me everyday but I've learned to push it aside so I can focused on what's in front of me. Lately there hasn't been much on my plate.

I've been handcuffed to a pole in this room for days. No one tells me anything. Noah comes in in the morning and night for food and water. He doesn't speak just stares at me. They've given me a nice bucket but sleeping is the hardest. Not only the nightmares but the position I have to be in so I don't cut off the circulation in my arm. So I sit here and wait, and stare at walls. The war could be going on now and I could be missing it. This bothers me greatly. I need to be doing something. But I can't talk to anyone. Not even Octavia. I play games like remember that time spacewalker got stabbed? What was you're favorite part of that day? Or how many blue things are in this room I've counted 6. Not much but-

"Bellamy I need to speak with you." Lexa has entered and I didn't even notice.

"Say anything i won't care what it's about trust me. I could have an hour long conversation about the floor boards if you'd like." Its true boredom strikes my cocky side. So does most everything but that's not the point.

"This will interest you." She walks over to where I'm sitting. "May I?"

"Shoot for it." She sits down in front of me.

"Did Clarke tell you anything about how she got there?" She's in my face and serious.

Something tells me she played a big part in it. If I play my cards right I can get the truth.

"Yeah most of it."

"If you tell anyone I swear the mountain men won't be you're only problem."

"Ok....... Why? Why did you do it?"

"What?!"

"If I'm going to keep this a secret I need you to confess." There was a pause.

"I made the deal with Cage so he would leave my people alone. I traded Clarke for our safety. It was her choice too. Also... I couldn't stand it."

"Stand what." I close my eyes in horror and rub my head with other hand cause this is more than I thought.

"The way she worried about you. Everyday "have you heard from Bellamy?" It hurt to see her like that. So desperate. It hurt to see her worry for you in a way she would never worry for me. I gave her a choice. Me or you. She chose you. That's it." She's up in my face.

"Well the deal didn't work now did it." I get in her face and she backs down.

As she walks to the door she turns to face me.

"Keep you're mouth shut or something might happen to that sister of yours." I yang on my cuff but it's no use she gone. At least I thought. Through the door I hear her say.

"We attacked yesterday but with no results. The war hasn't even begun yet if you were wondering." Then she leaves.

Too many times have I been stuck in a place where all I have is new terrifying knowledge and nothing to do but inspect every aspect of it. Im going to kill Cage Wallace Then I'm going to save Clarke.