In Your Eyes~~~The 100 Bellarke FanFiction

Curly Haired Boy

Clarke:

"What do you mean?"

"I mean that-" She has a radio in her pocket that starts to go off.

"Maya we have a big prob-." Static.

"Dad? Dad?!" She yelling now. "Clarke I need to go stay here I'll come back for you if I can." She sprints down the hallway throwing the pancakes to the floor.

I wasn't going to eat them anyway. I close the door and shake my head. This is so confusing. I can't remember much of anything and what I do doesn't fit.

"Ring ring." The phone in the corner starts going off.

"Hello?"

"Anna its me Cage listen something's happening. You need to stay put. Your safe in my room. Im locking the door and air locking it."

"Alright.... Cage are you ok? Am I going to be stuck in here? Whats going on?" I hold the phone closer to my ear as if if I tried hard enough I would be able to be there with him. I'm breathing much heavyer now and I hope he cant hear it.

"Clar- Anna its going to be ok stay put. I'm not sure of the next time I'll get to see you I'm really busy. I have..... things to take care of, but I have a plan. Your going to be okay. Your safe the only person that can get you out of that room is me."

I dont know if thats supposed to make me feel better. What's happening!? I wish he was here. I dont know why but I think that would make me feel better.

"What about food and water? Cage whats going on?!"

"Clare I can't talk for long. Theres a key in my closet in a black box the code is 3-5-1-2-1-2. Can you remember that? Inside use the key behind the bar and the cabnets are full of food water and guns. Only use the guns if someone other than me finds a way into the room. Okay?" It's hard and a bit confusing along with everything else but I got it.

"Closet, Black box, 3-5-1-2-1-2, bar cabinets, No guns. Got it." The numbers where really easy to remember for some reason. Maybe they have meaning but now doesn't seem like the time.

"Anna I have to go. I'm coming back for you but I dont know how long it will be. Shits going down and if I dont do something now its over. I'm going to fix this ok i'm going to keep you safe. But since I'm leaving for a while I want you to remember this. I love you Anna and I know you barely know me but I feel like I know you and I need you to hold on to those words okay. When you get visions or start to go crazy remember this. I love you."

"Okay." Is all I can get through my trembling lips when I realize I have a tear trying to slide down my face.

I don't know if I should have said that I loved him back because to be honest I wasnt sure. It feels like I do but in a instinctive forced way. Not a delicate needing and wanting of the heart like it should be. I'm not realy in the postion to be throwing away my heart at the moment. How do I know any of this is true. I dont even know where I grew up let alone if I even know this guy.

I wipe the tear from my face before it can fall and realize I haven't hung up yet. I slam it down as fast i can so I dont have to hear him waiting for more of a response. I get the key and the food and drink and I sit and wait. I sit and wait and stare at walls and art that I swore I would never tire of. After 5 days of sitting and staring they mean as much to me as trash worse even. Not one knock or even call. Sometimes I think about if he forgot about me but hes in love with me right. When your in love with someone you can NEVER stop thinking about them. I have a feeling that I've had first hand knowledge about this but I can't remember who it was about. What if he's dead and no one knows I'm here I can't get out?!

There have been lots of visions and lots of memories coming to me. None of it makes sense though. Two headed deer, A boy hanging from a tree, A girl jumping off a cliff, Monsters. Oh the monsters are the worst. I dream about the bad stuff mostly. I hope what Cage said is true and these are random cause my life would suck. When the monsters come when I'm awake I do what Cage said and hear the words I love you. But it doesnt sound like him it sounds.... stronger more sincere. I snap out right away. But at night when the monsters come and the beatiful boy lays lifeless on the ground with a knife in his neck, I can't wake up. I can't until the nightmare is over.

The visions are much more tolerable. It's mostly bad but sometimes on rare occasions when im feeling like those guns could be used for more than shooting intruders I have visions of a boy laughing and smiling. Not like a normal boy but sarcastic and sneakier. I don't force myself out of those. I enjoy them. I've started drawing him and wanting to see him. I know Im crazy but I need something to hold on to cause Cage is nowhere to be seen. The only time I've see the mysterious dark eyed boy for more than 10 to 20 seconds is on the second night when I dreamt about him. I dreamt the monsters where fighting him. Killing him and there was nothing I could do but close the door and leave him to die.

God I hope he's not real. That none of it is. Cause if it was I'm not sure how I could have let him die.

How could I dream all of this without it being real. Could it really all just be my imagination. Could I really create an entire man in my head. One with his own personality and beautiful details.