𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 (𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟓𝟏

"Ok, one last time and I'm done, I'm gonna pass out." I yawned as I placed a feather in the vanishing cabinet, we've done about thirty tonight, they won't come back.

"I doubt it's going to work, honestly," Draco whispered as he leaned his head against the side of the cabinet.

"Have faith." I lazily groaned as I closed it. "Harmonia Nectere Passus." I whispered. I looked over at Draco before I opened it, but nothing was there. I fell back onto the couch and groaned. "Pathetic." I spat. He came and sat beside me.

"It's not going to work within two weeks." He whispered.

"It could if you would stop saying it won't!" I complained as I dropped my head back.

"That's not true." He scoffed, I sat up and faced him.

"How exactly do you know that?" I widened my eyes and bounced my eyebrows.

"Because it's like a fucking- erm- I don't fucking know! It's an old piece of shit." He groaned as he held his temples with his thumb and middle finger.

"It's beautiful!" I replied in offense.

"It's ugly and dusty!" He shot his head up to look at me.

"Is not!" I groaned.

"It is! Stop defending an ugly fucking cabinet!" He spat.

"It's beautiful! Maybe if you opened your fucking eyes-"

"Can you shut the fuck up?" He groaned, dropping his head back and letting out a deep sigh.

"Fine," I whispered as I stood up, I felt his hand grab my wrist, I turned to look at him.

"Y/n-" He guiltily whispered, I yanked my hand away.

"I'm tired, goodnight, Draco."

"Come on, I didn't mean to." He rubbed his eyes.

"Draco we just need to get some sleep, it's late."

"I'm sorry-" He sighed.

"Drop it, it's not that big of a deal," I whispered as I walked out.

I got to my dorm and did the usual nightly 'routines' I walked over to my bed and pulled the bedding off, getting under it and covering myself up.

I was about to fall asleep when I heard a knock on my door. I sighed as I got up and walked to my door, I opened it and saw Draco without a shirt and green and navy blue plaid pajama pants, he looked hot.

"Can I sleep with you?" He whispered as he struggled to keep his eyes open.

"Mhm." I hummed as I stepped out of his way. I closed my door and looked back seeing him getting under the blankets like a toddler. I walked over to the bed and got in. He grabbed my waist and pulled me towards him.

"I'm truly sorry." He whispered.

"Just drop it, please, I'm tired," I whispered.

"Ok, sorry." He whispered.

A few moments passed.

"Are we good?" He whispered.

"Draco. I'm tired-"

"Are you mad at me?"

"No," I said as I leaned up and looked down at him. He smiled with his eyes shut.

"You're so pretty." He whispered.

"You can't even see me, silly." I giggled. He opened his eyes and looked around my face.

"You'd be a good mom. You will be a good mom." His words were slightly slurred.

"Are you drunk?" I giggled.

"May-be." His smile widened.

"How did you even-"

"I chugged some before I came here."

"That's disgusting." I rested my head on his chest.

"How?" He whispered as his fingers lightly grazed through my hair.

"Just the thought of you chugging it and going to sleep right after doesn't sound so smart."

"Oh well."

I smiled and moved my hand up and down his arm, I felt a lot of scabbing where his mark was, I sat up and reached over for my lamp, I turned it on and straddled his lap as I grabbed his hand and looked at his arm.

"Draco-" He quickly snatched his arm away.

"I'm tired." He whispered as he began to cover his arm.

"What happened to your arm?" I gulped as I looked him in his eyes.

"Nothing." He sighed as he turned onto his side.

"Draco, please tell me, I only want to help."

"Nothing's wrong ok?" He groaned, his eyes squeezing together.

"Bullshit!"

"If I don't want to talk about it, don't make me!" He opened his eyes that now had a glossy shield.

"Ok, I'm sorry." I bit down on my tongue as I got off him and laid down, facing the opposite way.

"Fuck, Y/n. Don't get mad." He groaned as he pulled me in by my waist.

"I just want to know what happened."

"I just want it gone. I'm not like this. I don't want to murder people unless they've hurt you." He whispered against my ear.

"I'm here right beside you, ok?"

"Sometimes you're doing stuff."

"Draco, I lost all my friends two weeks ago, I'll always be there for you."

"I'm sorry."

"What for?"

"You lost Pansy. She's your best friend." He whispered.

"It's fine, I have you."

"But I'm an asshole, I don't deserve you." He sighed, I sat up and looked down at him.

"You were the best thing to ever happen to me, Draco. I wouldn't have made it without you." I truthfully said.

"I can't lose you again."

"You won't, Draco. That was one time, one time only." I whispered as I cupped his cheek and began to rub his cheekbone with my thumb.

"You promise?"

"I promise, I don't want to keep talking like this, it's making me cringe." I giggled, he chuckled and grabbed my jaw, pulling me down and kissing me. I got on top of him and I deepened the kiss.

His hand held the back of my neck with a firm but comforting strength. I leaned out.

"I love you, Draco," I whispered.

"I love you too, darling."

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Was that cringy? I feel like it was.

Anyways! PLEASE give me ideas for the upcoming chapters I have no ideas so I'm dragging it out with chapters like this. I'd really appreciate recommendations!