𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 (𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)

𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 86

Dracos POV

We stood against eachother, I stared down at her, waiting for a response.

"Whatever you're thinking about." She quietly said in response.

I narrowed my eyebrows and watched her eyes fall from my face to the floor.

"Whats the matter?" I whispered, gently raising my hand to her left cheek, the weight of her head fell into it like someone had just jumped into an ocean. Her eyes connected with mine, they were glossed over.

"I can't loose you again, Draco." She sniffled, staring into my eyes, though they couldn't speak, I could tell they were pleading.

"And I can't loose you either... that's why I'm doing this." I whispered, glancing her eye to eye.

"Then take me too, we can help eachother-"

"This is serious, Y/n. I can't risk you getting hurt. I'm serious."

A tear began to roll down her cheek, I collected it with the tab of my thumb. Her shoulders dropped. Her eyes fell to the floor again.

"I've never been given so much love... You're the only person I can trust, you make me feel safe, Draco." She whispered, pushing through the sobs.

I stared at her eyelashes, waiting to see her eyes again.

"The only reason I make you feel safe is because you make me strong." I whispered, her eyes jumped back to mine.

She let go and began to sob, her eyes didn't leave mine. I placed my left hand on her hip, my right still holding onto her cheek.

"Go ahead and cry, little girl." I whispered.

Her head fell into my shoulder, her sobs became more prominent.

Her nails dug into the back of my shoudlers.

I tried to keep myself together so I wouldn't upset her even more but I reached my limit, a tear fell from my eye.

Then another... and another.

I pulled her closer, pushing my face into her hair, smelling the scent she wore everyday that only she could pull off.

There were sudden taps at my window, making us slightly pull apart. I tried to hide my puffy eyes from her.

It was my moms owl, I had to go.

"Don't let me go, Draco." She whispered.

I looked back at her, I didn't care for my eyes anymore. A sigh slipped through my lips. I lifted my left hand from her hip, to her right cheek. She brought her hands up to hold inside my arms.

"I'll be back." I whispered.

Her lips began to shake, how was it so possible I noticed every one of her movements?

"No." She bit down on her lip.

"I love you." I whispered, I pulled her face closed, kissing her forehead.

My hands dropped, I took a few steps back.

"Don't you leave me, Draco." She pleaded.

We must've looked so crazy, we were sobbing like idiotic gits.

"I love you, Y/n." I whispered again. I picked up my luggage.

"I love you too." She choked out.

I walked towards my door and opened it, I looked at her one more time, she was holding herself like she'd been freezing. I looked away.

"Wait-" She whispered. I looked back at her and instantly felt her lips attach with mine. I dropped my luggage and wrapped my arms around her, deepening the kiss. I could taste her salty tears slip into my mouth.

Readers POV

I stood staring at the door that no longer had to be open.

He was gone.

My mind began to go crazy. What if he wasn't coming back? What if he dies?

I closed the door and looked around his room, he was always so neat and organized.

I walked over to his dresser, my eyes fell to his rings. I carefully picked one up. The initials DLM were engraved into the inside. It was silver, there would've been nothing special to it if it were in the eyes to another person. But to me, it was more precious than every galleon. I slid it onto my middle finger, it fit, suprisingly. I cracked a smile and admired it.

It's my ring now. That's until he gets back atleast.

I wandered over to his bed, I messed it up when I'd gotten here but otherwise, it was tidy and snug like everything else. He always made it impossible to pull the sheets out, they were always so tight.

I walked over to his closet and opened the door. All his black suits and robes that smelled like his expensive cologne were hanging by black hangers, they were all perfectly spotless. If I could smell one thing for the rest of my life, this would be it, (not to be creepy or anything.)

I ran my fingers against everything, the smell surronded me, I felt like I was with him again. I looked back, tricking myself, I frowned.

I'm so dumb, he wasn't here.

I finally made my way back to his dresser and opened his t shirt drawer. It was filled with black t shirts, all perfect, of course. I pulled one out from the top, careful not to miss the surronding ones up.

I went to his bathroom and saw all of his custom stuff. Black sink, counter, mirror, toilet, shower, everything... even his spare toothbrush.

I stared into the mirror, he broke the spell he set on me, he wasn't able to see me in his mind anymore.

I changed into the single shirt I'd taken from his drawer, I smelled like him. I was thankful at this moment that he couldn't see me, I dug my nose into the shirt.

It hadn't even been ten minutes and I was missing him like crazy.

I walked out of his bathroom and over to his bed. I used my strength to pull the sheets out from under the mattress. I fell onto the bed, covering myself with all his black bedding.

I turned his table lamp off, maybe I was just dreaming. Maybe I had to actually wake up.

Maybe he'll be with me.

A/N

Hey guys! I saw a comment pop up that someone left on one of my chapters. I just wanted to make clear that Leo (or whatever his name was... lowkey don't remember but the crazy dude!) he did have magic in him, he wasn't just a random muggle. He just fooled everyone into thinking he was a rich pureblood.

Also while I'm at it, there's more I want to clarify.

I know that it's not possible to use apparation in Hogwarts (chapter 7) but I really wasn't thinking about it and I was honestly just not interested in adding all the extra detail lol.

This fanfic is honestly kind of horribly written and VERY cheesy and embarassing. For half the chapters I look back on, I'm seriously like uhh what the fuck. But honestly, I wouldn't change anything about it because you guys like it so much and I'm so thankful for the love I've recieved for over a year now! Maybe someday I'll go back and fix it... who knows!

Also! No hate to the people who mentioned the stuff I wrote up there. I just wanted to clarify because it can confuse others. If there's any other things you guys have found that you say "this isn't possible" to, let me know please!

Love you guys! AND THANK YOU!