𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 (𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟏𝟔

I stood there trying to process what just happened. Maybe Draco never used me, and maybe Leo was using me but I didn't have proof for either. They both already hated each other's guts and I'm the monkey in the middle trying to pick one of the two. I've seen some muggle movies where the girl usually doesn't think properly and picks the wrong guy when the other one has always been there for her. I just needed to be the smarter person and think outside the box, really observe the two, and make sure I'm not fucking anything up. Draco and Leo have done the same, and that is basically only wanting to fuck but Draco's appearance earlier really shifted my thoughts, maybe he did care for me, maybe I wasn't just an enemy or fuck buddy, maybe he and I could go somewhere, but that also stands with Leo and me. I feel so caught up like I was supposed to choose the goblet that didn't have any poison in it but the two looked exactly the same, one of them was the poison and one of them was pure, I just needed to know which was which and that was driving me insane. I knew exactly who could help, Pansy. I quickly walked over to a hoodie that was hanging from a hook on the back of my bathroom door, sliding my arms through the sleeves and being quick to get out of my dorm. I walked straight across from mine and fastly knocked on Pansy's.

"Coming!" I heard her call from inside. The door creaked open, her hair was in a messy bun.

"Sorry. Did I wake you?" I nervously whispered.

"No. I was actually trying to get my potions work done but I have all the time in the world to spare for you, girl. Come on in!" She smiled. I let out an exhausted sigh and rushed in, falling down onto her bed, staring up at her ceiling. "On no, what is it?" She asked, she came and sat beside me making the bed slightly sink. I sat up and frowned.

"Guys are so confusing, Pans," I whined, my posture now looking like utter ass. She placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Draco and Leo I'm assuming." She chuckled.

"Yeah," I whispered.

"Welllll, tell me about it." I looked up at her and let out a quiet, shaky breath.

"I don't know who is using me and who isn't. It's like they switch roles more than once a day, Leo starts off as sweet and kind and then wants to fuck, then we got Draco who is always giving sexual comments and then is a complete teddy bear." I groan and fall back again.

"Well, who'd you have your last interaction with?" My eyes widened.

"Draco," I whispered. She hummed in response. "He was a complete ass in potions and then not even twenty minutes ago, he comes to my dorm and fucks me with his fingers, telling me 'I care about your pleasure more than mine.' After I tried to unbutton his pants. I turned my head from the ceiling to look at Pansy who looked shocked.

"Well, at least he cares about your pleasure I mean-" I cut her off and sat up.

"And when I tell you when last night Leo and I fucked I had to think about Draco to finish." I was just spilling it out to her.

"Damn, was it really that bad?" She chuckled.

"Yeah, and there was no foreplay like what? He just slid right in, but Draco, the time we did it in the astronomy tower-" She immediately cut me off.

"You guys shagged in the astronomy tower? And you didn't tell me!"

"I didn't know when to, I was so confused because it was like we hated each other the same fucking day. Oh wait- we did!" I chuckled.

"Girl, you have to start telling me these things, it's all a complete surprise, you were a virgin not even a month ago." She widened her eyes.

"Yeah, you're right, get this! He was a virgin when we did it!"

"Draco Malfoy was a virgin when you guys fucked? Complete surprise! He gave it to you just like that?"

"Yeah, and I just handed mine right over to him like it was a spec of dirt."

"I don't know Y/n. You and Draco have known each other for so long, Blaise and I suspected the chemistry, but you just met Leo not even a week ago, not even three days ago, he doesn't seem like good news, but I can't just go around assuming. They are both attention whores with you, always wanting your attention but who knows if they want it for good or bad? I don't want to just throw this out here like a bitch but Draco is the second wealthiest family, right behind you have you ever heard of Leonardo Erickson anywhere? He can't possibly be as wealthy. So I'm just saying that Draco isn't using you for money but it is a possibility that Leo might be. Not trying to assume, just a thought." She shrugged her shoulders, she was completely right.

"That's a way to put it, damn," I whispered.

"Sorry did I-" I turned back to look at her and put a hand on her shoulder.

"No. You opened my mind, a lot. Thank you. Not saying what you said is right or wrong just a thought, you know?"

"Yeah, definitely. I'll keep an eye out for them when you're not." She smiled.

"Thank you so much, Pans. I really appreciate everything you've done and I'm so sorry how much I've been drifting away from you lately."

"No, it's fine, in the meantime, I have Blaise, so you figure out what you want ok?" I lightly smiled.

"Ok, thank you so so much. I don't know what I'd do without you." I dropped my head on her shoulder as we sat there for a few moments in complete silence. She patted my head basically telling me to get up. I sat up and tilted my head.

"I love you so much but Blaise is supposed to be over any second now, I can come to get you after." She awkwardly smiled.

"No no, enjoy the time with him, bye Pans." I smiled as I hopped off her bed and walked over to her door, twisting the knob and seeing Blaise on the other side, he nervously cleared his throat. "Hey! She's in here! Quite obvious, sorry!" I walked past him and walked into my dorm. I slammed my door and leaned against it, slamming my palm to my forehead. "That was so awkward." I laughed at myself.