Chasing Benjamin (4th Gen#10)

Chapter 41

A/N: It's a prank. It's not the end pa.

TEARS fall from her eyes after he finish his revelation. Her lips were trembling and she can't even say a single world.

"I didn't tell you that for you to forgive me, to manipulate your feelings. But I'm losing hope, Chloe. If I won't tell you the truth, you're getting harder to reach." Hendrix said while suppressing his tears.

Napahakbang siya at umiling.

No, it's just lies. Lies, full of lies.

"I-i don't believe you..." She said while crying.

Pain crossed his eyes when he hear that words from her. He bit his lips and look down. His eyes is getting wetter now.

"I-i'm not asking you to believe me. But I didn't say it won't hurt. It's just painful that enable to save us, to be a better of ourself, I ruined us. I lost you." His voice trembled on the last thing he said.

Hinawakan siya nito sa pisngi at tinitigan sa mata. Hindi niya alam kung ano na ang itsura niya but she was just crying.

It's just so painful. Now hearing his side, she felt painful and guilty. He did that for them. He ruined them just for them. It's just a pure battle on of their relationship versus their relationship. But in the end, they lost their relationship.

Should she feel guilty on the hurtful things she said? No. He deserve it, masakit rin ang ginawa nito.

And she also deserve to be hurt by him. Kung gagantihan siya nito deserve rin niya, 'di ba? Kasi ang ginawa nito ay ikinabuti niya, ng pamilya niya. At nagawa pa niyang saktan ang binata gamit ang mga masasakit na salita.

She stop thinking when Hendrix cupped her face.

"Don't. Don't be guilty, please. I deserve it all, lash it all on me, hon." He said begging.

Napakagat labi siya saka tumango. She look upon his eyes.

It's Hendrix. It's the Hendrix Benjamin she loved 3 years ago.

"BAR tayo?"

Naangat ang isang kilay niya ng marinig niya ang bungad ni Clea sa kabilang linya. Kumunot ang noo niya sa sinabi nito. She really heard that from Clea?

"Now na?"

Gabi na at nakauwi na rin si Hendrix. After they talk, he leave to give her time to absurb what he revealed.

"Oo sana. Nandito naman si Hellion, nagbabantay kay Drix Leo. Ikaw ba?"

Nagdadalawang-isip siya kung iiwan ang anak sa Mommy niya. Okay lang naman na iwan niya at nagtataka rin siya kung bakit gustong mag-aya ni Clea na magbar.

"O-okay, see you at EAI Bar."

She went to her Mom, ibinilin niya si Drix Loe dito. Naghanda na siya. She actually feel a bit excited because it has been a long time since she last went to bar. Mukhang first time niya ulit na pumuntang mag-isa na hindi kasama si Hendrix.

Back then, when they're still on relationship hindi talaga siya makapunta sa bar ng hindi ito kasama.

She drove her way to EAI bar. Nasa labas pa lang siya ay napangiti siya sa lakas ng tugtog.

Sheet, I miss the vibe!

She texted Clea that she's already here. Nagreply naman itong nasa VIP room na ito.