𝐓𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐤𝐲: 𝐏𝐨𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐓𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬

In the dark

(Hear the above song "Lemon" before reading. It's so beautiful yet heartbreaking song 🥺)

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Since so long, till today, with my pillow
I cried in the cherished corner of my bed

Sometimes the lack of love or care
Sometimes the excess of negligence

It was like a dark room, with walls all around
It always hurts a lot

My heart there was lying marooned
It was like a precarious pit of doom
With gravity pulling me to the unwanted, unknown dark deathly depths

Without an end, it was dark all around
Unheard cries, Unseen tears
Nobody cares Nobody was aware
And i cried a lot

The ceiling was grey like the sky
My pillow drenched like the ocean
I was drowning deeper into it
And i cried a lot.

You don't know how it feels, how it kills.
It is a merciless malicious devil
Which haunts me in the nightmare
And it's a terrific carnage
Of my heart, my soul, my body

It's unwanted, yet uncontrollable
I don't want but it puts a label
Of "Immense Pain and Terror"
On my mind
All i can do is to exist in this cruel world
Where everyone just leaves me behind

"Everything's gonna be fine"
They all say, they all say me to fight!
But can a hope for your dark earth be sunlight
When you already had your hopes shattered?

"Someday, someone will come and save you"
They all say, they all say to me
But how will i save myself from falling into the infinite dark depths
Without any loving hand to hold onto?

But i believe it's not my end
I know that someday it will too end
Afterall everything you get will go
Like the people who came to go

I see that everything is inside me
The light that i want is within me
All i forgot in my life was myself for others
Who never even cared about my existence

I know that i am still in pricking pain
Hopeless yet a little spark is there within
It burns like the phoenix wings
And i get the wings and become a phoenix
In the falling pit i start flying finally
Knowing i am the only one who can save me i start to fly

The fire burns up the label and i see
The black pit enlightened by the light in me
The people i lost in past blinded me
And made me forget that i lost the true me

But now i know that i can fly fearlessly
And do for me what i did for them
Maybe it might feel a little bit lonely
But i will always be with myself and be my own symbiont

I know that i can save and live for myself
I know that i can believe and trust in myself
So i should care for myself too from now
Rather than giving my everything to the ones who don't value anything

Truth is that the true love of your life is the one you mirar in your mirror,
The you who loves you the most
From birth till death, you will always be with yourself no matter what
People will come and go but you will always be with yourself in this journey called Life

At the end you will realise what you want from others is what's already within you
Just waiting for a single spark

Darkness reigned from dusk till dawn
And now i conquer my darkness as the dawn begins
And i rise above the horizon like the sun
The horizon where the sea of sorrow meets the happy sky

If there was no darkness, there wouldn't be any value of the sun
If there was no pain, there wouldn't have been the strength i have received!
Sorrow and joy,
They both coexist together