𝐓𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐤𝐲: 𝐏𝐨𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐓𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬

Dreams pt 2

[ These were written in 2020-2021]

In childhood i often had one dream repeated again and again idky. It was about a girl of around my age of that time.. who was my friend in dreams (i never had any real friends among girls ever still). I used to visit her home often in those dreams. It was at the same place in dream everytime. There were lots of trees around her home and pretty peaceful place. The road was very clean and empty usually. There was a beautiful elongated (long in length along road but less in width) pond also near her home... but one day i went there but she wasn't there. I was kinda sad... I wanted to find her..

As i grew up in reality... The dreams of that girl also had her growing up to be same age as me around ig...

Like in one dream i passed by her home. There were many homes around her home and a small road infront of her house. There was a small gate too! I remember... Once even her mom said me that her daughter (my friend) will not go to walk with me that day for some reason and so i went to walk myself, and the place was really so peaceful and it seemed her mom was bengali or som a(one of the dreams of her. But in reality i never thought, i never got chance to walked out with anyone in reality as I was a loner i didn't even thought of going out with someone!! Still i saw that dream)

After two years i again started seeing that unknown girl in dreams but she was now of grown up age (as i also grew up. Like in 9-10th)
I saw myself going to some fair somewhere on an auto as i told of going with her there. It seemed like some date! Wow XD I even once sneaked with her, ig we made up some excuse at home and we went to some river ghaat where we both sat together and talked a lot romantic things 😌💜 And then once i saw myself and her cycling to the school in one dream. In another dream i saw same thing but this time i was alone and ig on the way to school something happened and roads were empty and blocked and some thugs or terrorist kinda were there and in dream i saw myself fighting em alone and me beaten to death by many such scary terrorists or thugs... Ah it was really creepy asf...those things they used fuck it's very terrifying when they hit my head with that metallic spiky thing...

In one dream i saw a car accident happening in a familiar road and she was there too, but i never saw that place in real idk where that road bridge across a small river but it felt like I've been there before in reality than just dreams.

I saw many dreams of her but can't recall anymore. Neither I've saved those ones. So most of the dreams are forgotten history now XD

In one dream i saw myself searching for her. I saw a Mysterious dream... Where she came to school with me... But something happened there and she was missing... School ended but she didn't came... I was worried. I searched for her everywhere.. couldn't find.. i stayed near my school area till midnight coz i couldn't just go home without her... I was very scared that she was kidnapped or something... I sneaked inside school at late night and saw a shiny gem (naagmani in dream) fallen in a certain part of school which is the room near the auditorium. And i said to myself it's hers.

After that i stopped seeing her again...
But... Something very strange happened...

I was in class 11, when this strange dream happened. I saw her again, idr if she was the same, but in dream she was kinda close friends with me in that dream world. Probably the same girl i was dreaming of as a friend since childhood! (I didn't had any such close person in reality tho. Nor was i interested or thinking. Still saw that)

So this dream was:
In one place near my area the street was empty and we both were walking. Unlike previous dreams, in this one, i could recall a few things of her face!! :0 Her height was around 5feet and she looked a bit chubby round faced, she was wearing some slightly rounded kinda specs (idk the name of that specs what kinda specs you call it as) she was neither much thin nor fat. Medium ig. Colour was Indian fair or Indian skin yellow kinda (not white)

So next, while walking at late night. I saw myself going to some repair shop with her to repair a broken device idr what. And after that she went to her home from there or something. And i was walking alone in the streets going somewhere-
Suddenly, i heard some blasts or gun shots. And went back and saw the street from where we came is on fire!! The buildings and all are destroyed by bombs and so much fire everywhere ahead... And i heard more firing sounds coming from ahead... I ran away from there in fear.. and then suddenly recalled that girl with whom i came.. my friend in dream ig..
I started crying... I was badly worried about her... The thought came in my mind that she died in that blast which kinda made me cry so much...

[ reality below ]

And i woke up, with tears in my eyes... I disposed it off. All those dreams i saw back then, those days i never thought much about those dreams. This dream too, i thought it's a random dream... Even though weird...

So i forgot about it and continued my life as usual...

And then the life changing event happened with me in reality. When in one of the first classes of Eco (for which i had to go to Arts section), i saw someone looking at me as i saw her ;-; her face... Was so much like the girl in dream... In 2018 end ig

I felt a strange familiarity with her. Idky but i felt like recalling something! Idk what tho.. i was trying hard but couldn't recall. I really never noticed her before, i never talked with her.

But the first time i saw her was an eye contact, and within that- (i wasn't thinking her to be that dream girl that time! I just considered her as a stranger)
I felt that kinda feeling when you meet someone close or friend after many years ;-; that thing i felt seeing that stranger... A great amount of anxiety and peaceful feeling together came seeing her. There are more beautiful girls in world, but idky! I started to get emotional even when she was smiling talking with her friends! She looked too much familiar idky. I kinda got a heartattack kinda feeling whenever around that girl! Whenever i saw her, it was a moment of eye contact only idky! And she gave a confused kinda look, the same as i had on me whenever i saw her. I used to get lost idk where in mind seeing her. I never spoke in real. But idky i still felt a great deep feeling of resemblance as if there's someone who's very close to me just like her, my mom was similar in facial ways but it wasn't coz of her but something else i couldn't recall ;-;
Second time when i saw her, I recalled that dream.. and realised that. She's similar to the same person i saw in dream before seeing in reality... But idk why it was all happening... And since then i forgot about all that for months, but idky i started seeing my dreamgirl in 100% vivid lucid dreams in which i could recall almost everything i saw!! Often! Many of the dreams even came true! I will tell you later. I saw at least 50-60 dreams of her since an year!! I felt like these dreams are guiding me to something big i had a gut feeling that i should seek this girl and tell her about it. Coz I've never seen someone in so many dreams, and was worried about this stranger girl.

Edit: I've seen at least 150-200 dreams of that dreamgirl in these three years. sus moment, coz i never saw even my fam or known ppl more than 10-20 times in entire life. This dream girl was the only person i saw most in dreams idky XD even at times i didn't care about it or forgot her.

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