Dreams pt. 11

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I didn't updated my dream journal more so lemme do of just today and a few random dreams of past rn.

In a dream a few weeks ago, i saw myself being bullied by that College jerk 😭😭 and he stole away my shoes from somewhere ig when i was in bus with others and hid it and instead started accusing me that i can't take care of my shoes and bullied me-
I was so frustrated of everything i wantwd to kill myself and i went to some hilly place at evening ig, and there all of a sudden a telepathy happened with "universe" or god ig- and it's weird wow. I don't remember what God or universe told me but yeah it was nice.

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In a dream this week, i saw myself in a limbo or netherlands or something like that which was so dark in a castle like place and there some witch or something like that was emitting darkness and trying to kill me but an unknown helpful spirit came and brought me a insignia of god or something like a talisman, and i used it and drove away the evil soul and vanquished it- cool-

In same day i saw another dream of apocalypse happening and a large tsunami coming world being flooded with heavy rains and tsunamis etc- and i was angry on the gods for destroying innocents as well even if they're punishing the sinners it's also destroying the innocents and then the rain stops- wow- and i woke up- seeing it's been heavily raining here but as soon as i woke up the rain stops in a while- dayum XD

The weird thing is tho, that talisman or insignia of jesus i had with me in dream, idky but I've memories in real of my childhood where i used to have that thing with me wherever i went-
I asked my mom after telling her my dream said her if in childhood i had that thing or so!? She said there was nothing like that ever of jesus etc at home. Tho i had something of Allah (yeah i remember i got it from a Masjid, but it wasn't a wearable necklace kinda locket/insignia) , but not of Jesus one- but weird i still can recall memories where i had it- I've no idea what's that now XD TOT could be my symptoms of psychosis showing up as well-

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In a dream of last year, i even saw some man in white clothes who looked gentlemanly tho poor, he was selling roses and he gave me all the roses for free and ig told me to distribute these roses to everyone and i did it.

People were happy, just later i realised in dream, who was that man ?! Eventually i felt like no.. there's some meaning behind it .. roses symbol of love... And a smiling face appeared in my mind of that man... I was sure now, it was God- and he told this to convey his message that "People have stopped loving each other and reduced bonds and became a bunch or selfish ignorant people who care about just money and such materialistic things. They making the world a love less place, and he's sad to see this and wants this world to be a place full of love and peace now. So he choose me to spread the message of love to everyone" (yeah he did look like Jesus-) and what a coincidence that yeah I've been doing that thing irl and virtually too spreading msgs of kindness and love i wish someday this world could be full of love and happiness and peace for everyone :D

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In another dream of last year, i saw myself being surrounded by the word "You" everywhere. It was circling around me and was everywhere around idk what it was and i still can't interpret it much what did it mean. Why was "you" word flying and floating everywhere around.

And in a seriously weird dream, i saw myself waking up in a different home. It felt so surreal feeling that i couldn't believe it's just a dream. I was lying in a bed and dozing off XD but then suddenly i started to shriek and kind of had a panic attack kinda condition and was unable to move or speak anything- i felt traumatized by the experience but all of a sudden i seemed to be no more at home instead i saw myself in space or something like emptiness in sky. There it felt so calm. Some divine invisible voice spoke to me saying "You're the past, you're the present and you're the future as well. They're all actually the same, you"

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