𝐓𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐤𝐲: 𝐏𝐨𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐓𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬

Move on?

(Continued from You left me so easily)

His POV:

When you told me I'm your fallen angel
Guess i should have known you were to cut my wing,
And when you said "no one's better than you",
I should have known you're gonna say this to him when you wear his engagement ring.

You say i was too good to be true.

But your spectacles can't help you see the truth.

I heard you no more loved me
And that you just wanna be free

I fulfilled your another wish,
Giving you a last goodbye kiss.

Before it became his.

I wanted you to stay, but i never said more than what i was allowed to.

I was quick to break up, and act like i too no more love you.

I guess you never read the last poem i sent you,
In a language, not mine, but yours which i learnt for you.

I did say my people that you were a fake lover and that i hate you.
And i guess you never saw the tears within my anger and hatred symbolising a stronger i love you.

I never showed you my scars having your hands behind them and how much needy i was for the love you gave me once,
But i couldn't show anything anymore because it would make you feel like I'm forcing you to stay

And true love gives freedom.

I was so sad, but i had to be with her, she supported me as a friend at a time you left me to suffer,
We talked a lot and had fun, though empty from within, but didn't you too laugh with your new boyfriend?

I used to tell you that i had feelings for her, when i still loved you, because i felt you still loved me
I just wanted to you stop this misdirection you we're going in and tell me what's wrong!

I wanted you to fight for me, fight with me and tell me that you still loved me.

You seemed to be jealous of her,
I wanted you to tell me that you can't see her with me, and that only you're the one for me.

When you knew how much i loved and trusted  you,
But day by day i realised it was all in my mind,
And you didn't care at all about whom you left behind.

Silently i whispered everything to my heart.

I waited for you to show up again,
For cherry blossoms to fall over the broken roads again,
For you to not go away to him, far away in a never returning airplane.

But you went, left me in underwater drowning,
People came and showered me with hatred for being stupid to cry for you,
Everyone called me insane because i always loved you.

When you told me that no one can love me more than you, wasn't it was a joke on my heartbreak?

You already were happy with him yet you pretended to be dying?

I was done with lies and games of your mind
When all you did with me was to play with my heart.

Not so easy as they say, Not so quick as they do,
Unloving for them was a piece of cake
But hey i was not them, okay?

It took time, but i managed to start living with her.
Knowing that's the only choice i had,
I told her now we'll be together.

No more I & U, but me and she.

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