tough - BE

14

Yeah about filling you in about what happened. It's the next morning and i'm in her bed naked lolz. Last night was insane. I don't want to get into the details but let me just say the girl can move her mouth. Ew that sounds so weird. I feel so gross even talking like that. Also we kinda passed out right after. She just got out of the shower I felt her get out of bed. She's dressed in a nice button down and jorts her hairs wet. I sat up with the blanket covering me she saw i was awake and smiled.

"Goodmorning?" I asked more than said

"Morning" she laughed

"I didn't expect to stay the night"

"Me neither but what happened was much better than you leaving." she admitted

"Oh was it?" i asked flattered

"Oh yes" she said giving me a kiss on the forehead

"Now what does this make us" i asked

"Well I think it means that we should get over ourselves and start dating cause we are totally into each other" she sighed

I smirked. I knew she was right and I hate to admit it but I am totally into her.

"I guess that's it isn't it" i laughed a little

"Secret lovers" she said dapping me up

"Secret lovers indeed, Green head" I said returning the hand shake.

I put my clothes on while she was drying her hair. Does this mean we are dating now? I mean like yeah but in secret. All of this has just been fun and games we haven't even said I lo- lov- ew you know the l word. We've kissed and done right fucked but you know that one kiss in those movies when even if they've kissed before that kiss is like the very first time? Like the time you fall in l word with them? A kiss that's so meaningful you feel like there's sparkles and love birds around you. Yeah well we haven't had that kiss yet. Billie doesn't have any curl products in her house so I had to work with water to fix my hair which was super frizzy that morning. Billies parents weren't home they left last night after dinner to hang out with friends? i don't know. I walked out to the bathroom and a very tall ginger dude was standing there. Which scared the living HELL out of me.

"Hi!" He said smiling reaching his hand out

"I'm Finneas"  he continued

THIS IS HER BROTHER?? Well damn the man is RIPPED.

"Oh uh hi Finneas! I'm Quinn billies friend" i said shaking his hand

His eyes went wide and he got red.

"Oh so you're Quinn!" he laughed awkwardly

Why is he so awkward what does he know?

"Yeah ha" I said confused

"Me and my girlfriend Claudia had to come and sleep in my room around 12 because our house flooded" He said out of the blue

Man, I'm sorry? What you want me to say- OH WAIT . Yeah around 12 is the time Billie and I were OH MY GOD PLEASE DONT TELL ME THE WALLS ARE THIN HERE. home girl was screaming my name. this is a bad first impression.

"Oh! That's too bad! im going to head out now!" I smiled awkwardly going downstairs as fast as i could

I forgot to say bye to Billie fuck. Downstairs you wouldn't guess who I met, Miss Claudia! Finneas's girlfriend! So fun!

"Hi i'm claudia!"

"I'm Quinn it's nice to meet you!"

Same reaction. Same words oh my god oh my god oh my god. This is very embarrassing, especially because billie and I were so into the "secret lovers" thing. Well that didn't work out very well did it. Billie came downstairs with Finneas looking a bit embarrassed and made a motion to go to the dining room table to talk. We all sat down and it was quite awkward for a couple minutes.

"We don't have to make it weird" Finneas announced

"Surprise! I like a girl romantically!" Billie said making jazz hands

"Yeah I think they caught onto that dont you think?" I said sarcastically

she laughed.

"I assume my parents don't know?" Finneas asked

"No they don't please don't tell them" billie responded

"I'd never do that Billie you aren't ready" he said hugging her

Finneas and Claudia said goodbye and went to see the progress of their house which was being fixed. Surprisingly even if the first impression was embarrassing they were really nice and forgot about it.  I was about to leave when Billie grabbed my hand and turned me around. She grabbed my face and gave me a quick kiss on the lips.

"Thank you for the best night ever" she said with the biggest smile

"What you thanking me for ma? You made the first move" I laughed tucking her hair behind her ear

"Now goodbye I hope you have a good day" i said kissing her on the fore head

"Bye"

-

I am going to continue a song I started 6 weeks ago. Now i don't know if you've caught on but 6 weeks ago I let billie. I started writing the song that night. Talking about her blue eyes, pale face, gorgeous smile. I haven't written much more though. Today I'll incorporate her personality, her stupid little laugh that i find adorable and-

"You are absolutely whipped babe" Lexie laughed

I really need to stop blabbing around to people. I really said that all out loud again?

"Is it obvious?" i asked dreadfully

"painfully, quinn is in l-"

"DONT even say it fool" i said interrupting her

She smiled and then laughed. Running her hands through her hair looking like she was trying to let something out. I stared at her with face reading if you have to say something say it.

"Ever since you met her you have a stupid little sparkle in your eye and even though you don't try you smile. Its those good smiles too when you see someone talking about something they love they just fucking light up, don't admit it right now sure but you'll have to admit it eventually. Invite her on a date on friday then invite her to your graduation. Do something special there I don't know do something. stop suppressing your feelings she knows you like her sure but she doesn't know you l word her ."

"no go fuck yourself"

"don't talk to me like that, you can't wait a full year to say you love her dumbass"

It's too soon, we'll work our way up to it. Who does lexie think she is??? my mom???