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BILLIE
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Quinn dropped me off at finneas's house because claudia and him were having a little dinner. i changed in his bathroom before going to the living room where my family was at. turns out finneas was waiting for me in the living room because everyone else was in the backyard.

"where've you been billie" he asked in the baby voice we always joke around with

"with a friend" i said

"ooh fun"

we walked out and everyone was just waiting for us. my mom made this vegan cake and my dad grilled up some food it was really good. we talked about our music stuff you know just an average family dinner. once we finished eating my parents went home i stayed because finneas wanted to finish a song we've been working on for a while.

"when i'm away from you i'm happier than ever" i started to sing

i got distracted a little bit and started giggling because i was texting quinn. what you don't know is that while we were playing i absolutely ate ass and she won't let me forget about it.

quinn: I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU FALLING HAHAHAHAHA

me: LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEE

quinn: sent a video. i'm posting this

me: NO NO NO I CANNOT HAVE ANOTHER VIDEO OF ME FALLING ON THE INTERNET

quinn: THERES MORE????

me: i gtg i hate you please don't post it 😭

quinn: no promises 🤭

finneas noticed i wasn't paying attention and shut off the music, looking at me with that annoying face he does when he's about to say something stupid.

"who are you crushing on now?" he asked smiling

"nobody im just talking with a friend"

"ive never seen you blush that much when talking with a friend just saying" he mocked

"okay well she's so cool and incredibly fucking hot" i admitted

"it's a small crush, i won't lie but i've never been with a girl so i don't know if i roll with it" i continued

"show me a pic of this supposed hot girl" he said

i showed him the most recent picture on her instagram she's just soooooo coool. too bad she sees me as a kid i would've totally made a move by now.

"yeah she's pretty" he said

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"yeah she's pretty" he said

"how old is she though i don't want a repeat of.." he continued

"she's only 19" i said going back on my phone

"is this like your crush on sabrina claudio or would you actually make a move" he asked

"i think i would, i don't know im confused"

"it's okay to be confused you're still a kid"

"will everyone stop calling me that i'm nearly 18!" i said annoyed

we didn't end up finishing the song i just went home. still thinking about if i really wanted to admit i liked her. i'll be honest i catch feelings pretty fast, i guess i'll just wait a little. but i do want to text her.

me: when are you leaving to see your mom again?

quinn: tomorrow, i've was trying to take my mind off of it today.
quinn: why

me: does the offer still stand for me going with you?

quinn: really?

me: yeah :)

quinn: yeah you can come. i need to leave pretty early if i want to see my mom before she goes in. i'll pick you up around 6?

me: okay i'll see you then

do i know what i just agreed to? no. all i can think of is her mom might fucking DIE and i'll be there to support her and shit so. why not. that sounded really insensitive let me try again. i want to go to support quinn in case of anything that may happen to her mom, because i care about quinn a lot. that's much better in my opinion.

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