true love is for losers, i'm that loser. sitting across the room we locked eyes and you came up to me!
Quinn and Billie love to convince themselves love isnt for them after their last relationship.
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Y'all I still haven't been able to talk to billie I have given her space and everything she just won't talk to me. I miss her more than ever.
"It's been 2 months you have no job, you aren't taking that record deal and you're still sad about what happened between you and billie." Lexie said
"I have a job it's called making music, you know the reason I won't take the deal, and do you think I can wish billie a happy birthday she was as always so excited to turn 18 and today is her day."
"Leave that poor girl alone" Lexie said leaving the house
"Where are you going now?" I asked
"Uhhhh"
She never answered just left. I look out the window and see her not go into her car but walk down the street. That bitch! She knocked on Billies door gave her a hug and said something I assume happy birthday. Billie was happy to see her and said thank you. I read lips very well when I have my glasses. How come they can be friends but I can't even get near her. Yes, i'm jealous. Screw it y'all i'm getting flowers. I don't know how I will approach her. I don't want to be invasive. If I have to apologize for something I didn't do so be it. A single rose means love at first sight, and a white rose represents represents loyalty in a relationship. My grandma told me that once that's why white roses are her favorite flower aaand because she says they remind her of selena who she says was taken too soon. Maybe B won't read into the message but I'll make sure she does. I knock on the door and her dad opens it. Please don't yell at me please don't yell at me.
"Quinn I haven't seen you in a while! Billies upstairs in her room." He said letting me in
I guess she didn't tell her parents? Or they haven't caught on. I'm glad he didn't like make me feel like a dick but he probably would've if he knew I wouldn't blame him though. I slowly opened the door and she turned around probably thinking it was her mom. Her mouth opened but nothing came out.
"You haven't told your dad" I said while looking at the rose I got in my hands
She sighed and nodded turning back around to her computer. I put the flower and note on the desk next to her, she still wouldn't talk to me even if I was right next to her. I put my hand on her shoulder and felt her shiver even if she didn't say anything she rested her head on my hand.
"I need you to leave" She whispered
"I know but I don't want to go"
"I don't want you too either." She sighed "But you have too"
Respecting her wishes I started to leave I stopped mid way through the room ready to say something.
"Happy birthday billie, i'm sorry you think I would ever hurt you"
It hurt to say. She sighed and got up walking towards me. I looked down thinking she'd push me out but she didn't. She cupped my cheeks and looked me in the eyes.
"You are so hard to get over I hate that i still love you go away now and never come back, please"
she giggled mid sentence but had tears in her eyes she was still holding me we were both crying. She went up on her tippy toes and kissed me on the lips. She got down and put her head on my shoulder i kissed her on the head not wanting to let her go. I hate that I still love you. That hurt me more than anything i've ever heard. She's my person I can't let go of my person like that you know?
- BILLIES POV
After she left I spent hours thinking about what I had done. Kissing her on the lips. Even talking to her was going to make this harder than it already was. Luckily I have my party tonight my friends will be there for me. I got lost in my train of thought after my mom knocked on the door.
"Why aren't you changed yet? You can't be late to your own party" She laughed
"Sorry, I'll get ready" I smiled
I got changed and quickly forgot about what had happened i'm ready to party!! Drew and Zoe my best friends were there. Sabrina, Denzel just everyone I consider family. I HAD A BOUNCY HOUSE GUYS. I'm 18 I can have a bouncy house, bubbles, and a piñata at my house if I want to SCREW YOU ALL. My child hood was great but reliving it is EVEN BETTER. Dancing with all your friends is AMAZINGGGGGG. Ugh 18 is going to treat me right I already know ima get some tats ima do some crazy shit you just watch.
"Billie come on let's go take some pictures!!" Drew said dragging me into the photo shoot
"Hell yeah!"
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Soon after I went to hang with Denzel and Drew went to get something to drink. The music was baller, chosen by yours truly. This has been one of the worst but best birthdays i've had in a while. I've been planning this party since I was 16 and I changed it up a lot because overtime I changed as a person but it's fire.
"Ayo bill! Where your girlfriend at?" Denzel laughed while dancing along with me
"What?" I thought of Quinn and how much I wanted to invite her a couple months ago I never told Denzel about her how would I know
"Drew man! She was just here!" He laughed
"Oh. She went to get some drinks" I said realizing what he meant. Girl-friend not girlfriend two very different things i am a single woman. Who is trying to heal.
-time jump-
I got back home exhausted from the party. I threw my jacket onto my desk and heard something fall. It was the note Quinn gave me alone with a white rose. I haven't opened the note..maybe I should. No.
A single white rose means love at first sight and my loyalty for you, I know you hate me. You have every right too. But I didn't do anything to hurt you. This is my hurtful goodbye to you.
With love, Quincy Camille Perez ♡
____________________________________ AUTHORS NOTE With love, this is where I say goodbye not a final one but for now you'll have to wait. Does every story end with happily ever after?
