O2L's Butterfly||Adopted By O2L

First Attempt

Kate's P.O.V

I woke up the next morning to a sleeping cameron draped over me and a silent house. I looked at the clock to see it was 9:27, a little earlier than when the guys normally get up. I was thankful for that cause this means no one will know i slept in here last night. I moved camerons arm off of me and crawled out of his bed, "Kate where are you going?" "I'm gonna get dressed you go back to sleep." and with that he closed his eyes and rolled over. I walked out and memories of last night started running through my head. "Please god help me make it through this day." i mumbled under my breath. 

I went to my room and layed on my bed. I'm just so tired and lost and i feel like this isnt home anymore. I feel like i dont have a home anymore because Jc was my home he made this home. He was my only home in the world and know that he is done with me all i can think is i should have had a backup home. Another person, place or thing. Something to make me feel safe and now i don't have that and now i'm lost. I pulled my legs to my chest and just layed there blank faced, "I have to face them today i'm going to have to talk to Kian and Jc, what do i say, who do i choose, can i really trust Jc, Does Jc even want me anymore, What about kian." i mumble to myself. Would anyone even care if i just killed myself today. I dont want to live here anymore i dont want this anymore. I wanna die. 

I pushed my thoughts away and decided to change out of Kian's clothes. I put on a pair of turquoise shorts with a lace design and a black long sleeve shirt to cover the bandage. I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and hair. I looked in the mirror and noticed the bags under my eyes were more defined than ever. My eyes looked tired and sad and my collar bones jutted out more than normal. They were bruised too i didnt know what from but there was a dark blue purple bruises on both of them . I closed my eyes and before i knew it i was crying again. I am just so tired, mentally and physically. Then there was a knock on the door. "Butterfly is that you in there? Can we talk" no no no no I'm not ready for this yet. What do i do... "Kian.. please just not now." I said through the door still crying. "Wait are you crying? Kate please let me in." "Kian just leave me alone please." I said not trying to hide the sobs anymore. "Kate let me in know i'm not just gonna let you cry alone in there." With that i gave up I slid down to the ground and rocked back and forth. I reached my arm out and pushed down on the door handle unclocking it. 

Kian's P.O.V

Kate unlocked the door and i opened it quickly. Kate was sitting on the bathroom floor rocking back and forth. I didnt ask a single question i just picked her up and carried her back into her room. I got up into her bed and placed her inmy lap, and as she cried i held her. I felt it was my duty not to move until the tidal waves of tears stopped crahing against my shoulder. As she weeping into my arms i felt sad too, the girl i loved was breaking in front of me, and there is nothing i can do. I held her there for over half an hour in silence before deciding finally upon something to say. "It's going to be okay, i love you, i'm going to make it okay." I promised her and squeezed her gently in my arms. I heard sniffles as the tears seemed to have stopped, she lifted her head and looked into my eyes. "Thank you Kian." I placed a kiss on her forehead and let her go. She crawled her way up to the top of her bed and got under the covers. I made my way up there too now was my chance to win her over. 

"Kate i need to tell you something, i though a lot last night about what i would tell you so you will give me a chance and hinestly all i can say is i love you and if you come to me at 4 a.m. too sad to even say hello, i will listen to your silence until you fall asleep in my arms. If you need to cry i will not wipe away your tears because you are only human and sometimes tears are as close to laughter as you can get and thats okay. If you get sleepy i will let you drool on my arm and i won't laugh at you if you snore to loud. If you need to yell so hard that your voice cracks and your knees fail i will hold you up and yell with you. If you get so angry you punch your hands red i will ice your knuckles and tell you that wounds heal both inside and out, and just like the cold that is harsh and burning, i will always be the warmth to soothe you and make you feel better. I will love you. So please give me a chance, and i know this is a lot to take in at one time so please dont answer me now. If i dont say anything about it by tonight i will act like none if this happened and we can continue but please Kate give me a chance. Be my little butterfly and more." with that i got up and walked out.