O2L's Butterfly||Adopted By O2L

Goodbye Sunshine

A/N: hey guys so sorry i have not updated for like 2 weeks but i had a family friend pass away so i really haven't had the time or energy to write but i'm back with a new chapter hope you like it!

Kate's P.O.V

I woke up on the couch in complete darkness, i was struggling to breathe for some reason. Like honestly no panic attack just tight lungs, I got up and off of whoever else was on the couch and went to the kitchen to get some water. It was 6:45 AM so i decided to go get on tumblr and go in my room. The boys fans have been getting really harsh lately. I deleted my instagram, twitter and facebook a few days ago. The girls found them and all they did was comment mean but true things about to me, so dad asked me to delete them, but i kept my tumblr. 

I kept sipping on my water trying to clear my throat, i would put my arms above my head and just try to get a deep breath but it seemed impossible. I closed my eyes and focused on my breathing 1,2,3,1,2,3,1,2,3. It helped a little and some tension went away. It was almost 7:30 so i decided to go downstairs and cook everyone breakfast. I went downstairs and looked through the fridge. I decided to make something i saw on tumblr, it's bacon cups with eggs cooked onto the inside. I started a pot of coffee and then got to the bacon cups. They were really hard to make but trevor and connor woke up to the smell of coffee so they helped me.

By 8:30 i had finished the bacon egg cups and they looked pretty. We went and woke up the guys, the boys wanted to play a joke to wake them up but i was feeling really weak and knew i would have to clean up so i asked them not to. "Kate you are the besttt." shawn grunted while eating his tumblr breakfast. "Agreed" Nash said."Thanks guys" I said and gave them a hug. "hey no good morning hug for me" dad complained in a silly way. I went over and gave him a huge hug. It then turned in to me going around and hugging everyone. When i got to cameron i started to cough, like really bad. I tasted blood in my mouth but decided not to say anything probably just bit my tongue or something. "Hey are you okay." Cameron asked "Ya fine" "Wait you got something on your lip he wiped it with his thumb and it was blood. "Are you bleeding?" "i'm fine just bit my tongue no biggy." "Okay" cameron said and continued eating. 

When everyone was done I cleaned up and went and took a shower we were all going somewhere called the grove to go shopping. I got dressed in a lime green high wasted skater skirt and a black long sleeve crop top with a big scoop neck. I straightened my hair, i then realized how long my hair has gotten it was almost to my hips and you can't even tell where they had to cut off that huge piece from when i got it stuck in the fan at the orphanage. I wonder how everyone at the orphanage is doing i haven't talked to them since i left. I did my make up put on my black flats and went downstairs. All the guys were sitting on the couch on there phones. "God you take so long to get ready." Trevor said and laughed. "Ya come on kate why you take so long." Jc complained. "She may take a while but dam you look good kate." Kian said. "Agreed" said cameron I smiled and twirled around. "NO NO NO my daughter nuh uh." dad  yelled. "come on ricky she's not gonna stay single forever. She's 17" cameron said "she may be 17 but she is still my little girl, she could pass for 13 with how short she is. So none of you will think about her as anything more than friends unless you have my permission." Me and kian gave each other a little look and both tried to control our laughter.

We took 2 cars to the grove, we got there at about 12:30 and the guys were already hungry. I mean i have been living off of 5 weight loss pills and 200 calories a day for the last 2 weeks, i dont get how they are so hungry. Anyway that weighs me in at 70 pounds exactly you can now fully see all my ribs and hip bones without me even sucking in. I think it looks pretty tiny but i still want a tinier waist and a bigger thigh gap. I was snapped out of my thoughts by connor talking to me "Hey so we are splitting up to go get our stuff and i said i would take you shopping just as a little brother sister time. okay?" "ya i would love that but you dont need to spend your money on me." "Oh dont worry Ricky gave me his credit card." we gave each other a look and both said at the same time "shopping spree!" we laughed and headed to the first store.