O2L's Butterfly||Adopted By O2L

2 Days

Kate's P.O.V 

I woke up the next morning dizzy and nauseous, i sat up and looked around the room to see dad and Kian still asleep. I looked at the clock and it was only 9:30, early for the guys and I but the hospital was already in full motion. People running up and down hallways, crying families, old men pushing there wives around in wheelchairs, children laughing and giggling looking at there newly born brother or sister. The whole vibe of the hospital was beautifully tragic. I scooted my way down to the end of the bed and stood up. My legs shuttered under the weight of my body and a shock of pain spread up my spine and sat in the back of my head.

 I walked to the bathroom and looked into the mirror at myself, the bags under my eyes had gone from slightly visible to bright blue and black moons printed under my eyes. My lips were as pale as the sheets on my bed. I looked exhausted, I looked dead but a smile still laid upon my lips. I tried to smile as much as i could even though i had no reason to be smiling. I went to my wheel chair and sat down in it, i wheeled my way to the door pushed it open by wheeling backwards into it. I went out of the room and went down the hall to the right, towards the elevator. I knew i wasn't suppose to leave without telling Baboo or Lexi but hey, what can they do. Right? I went to the elevator and looked at the directory printed on the wall, floor 2 the nursery, thats where i'll go. I clicked 2 and was on my way. 

I got out of the elevator and there was a completely different feeling here. It was calm, no one was screaming, no one running and no lights flashing. It was peaceful quiet. I went over to the same window Baboo left me at yesterday. I looked in and saw many of the same babies as yesterday, a few new ones, some gone. I looked over all the little ones looking at the names printed on little tags that we stuck onto the bed they laid on. "Amelia, Grace, James, Lily, Mark, Peter, Amanda, Justin, Jack..." Such beautiful names.

 I sat there and just watched for quite a while till a mother came up. "They are all so precious, which one is yours?" She asked. "Oh um none of them are mine, i'm a cancer patient here." "Oh, sorry you just look at them with such passion i just thought.." "oh no its fine... Which one is your?" I asked. "Oh the boy in the third row all the way to the left, Grayson, ya I just had him last night." "Congrats, Grayson is such a cute name." "Thank you... Anyway kind of cancer do you have ? If you don't mind me asking." "Oh well um I have a rare form of lung cancer, large cell lung cancer, I'm having a double lung transplant in 2 days." "Wow, I'm so sorry, your so young i never would have guessed you had lung cancer." "ha ya just turned 17 in September." "Wow i'm so sorry." A nurse walked up behind us "Excuse me mam you are not allowed to be on this floor unless you are a visitor of another patient." she said looking at me. "Oh sorry i'll um..." "Oh no she is a visitor of mine, and i would like to see my baby now if i can." "Oh yes of course mam and I'm very sorry i didn't know." We both just shook our heads at her and she walked away to go get Grayson. We turned to each other and laughed a little."thank you for doing that." "Oh its no problem you should be aloud up here your not doing any harm." "Im Kate by the way." "Im Jessica, would you like to come back to my room with me? the nurse is going to bring Grayson there." Jessica asked. "Oh i don't want to impose on you and your family." "Oh no its just me and my daughter she is still sleeping, you aren't imposing on anything." "Oh um well then sure that would be nice."

Jessica grabbed the back of the wheelchair and pushed me back towards her room. We got there room 273. These rooms looked a lot different then the ones on the oncology floor, much more welcoming and warm. "Mom?" a little voice said out of the corner "Oh hey sweetie, your awake how are you?" Jessica said walking over to a little 4 maybe 5 year old sitting straight up in a bed. Her hair was long and all messy on the back of her head. She was very pretty with blue radiant eyes. "This is mommies new friend Kate." "Hi kate." her sweet voice said "Hi sweetie whats your name?" "Im Alexia and I'm 4, Mommy just gave me a new brother last night, but he's sleepin right now." I giggled a little, she was precious. There was a light knock on the door it was the nurse from earlier holding grayson, she handed him to Jessica and left. "Mommy mommy is that Grayson, i wanna hold him i wanna hold him." She said standing up on the bed in excitement. "Okay sweetie you can hold him but you have to sit down and be ver careful." "I will mommy super swear." Jessica handed Alexia grayson and sat down next to her.