O2L's Butterfly||Adopted By O2L

My Life

Authors note: there is swearing and may be triggering to some 

I'm sitting up on the roof of the orphanage watching the sunrise. Gosh I have never seen anything more beautiful, birds chirping dew on everything the warm breeze of a September morning blowing over my face. This is my little escape in the morning, if I’m up early enough. I'm always up here to watch the stars at night. 

I start to climb back in threw the window when I hear see Mrs. Estin walk outside to unlock the gate and the doors. As I carefully make my way back into my room I accidentally slip and fall right on to my room mate Jake. Oh God here it comes.  "You mother fucking bitch you woke me up what the hell why were you even out there Oh I know you were gonna jump well go do it the world would be so much better with one less fuck up like you."

I start to cry and run into the bathroom " No Kate stop crying.. Stop thinking about it" I reach up to above the cabinet and pull down a small Ziploc holding my blades. I take one out and roll pull up my shirt revealing 30+ scars on my hip and thigh and slowly drag the blade over applying slight pressure. The skin breaks as the crimson red blood poor down. I cut 4 more times leaving my shirt stained with blood. I then sit for a minute rinse the blade and then clean off my hip. 

Suddenly I hear Mrs. Estin bang on the bathroom door and yell, "hurry up and get ready today there are people coming to adopt." I then come out of the bathroom go into my room and grab some clothes a large black and grey sweater and some black leggings with a flannel tied around my waist. I run down the stairs to see all the little children playing and eating breakfast.

I skip Breakfast like how I always do and go sit down in the room we wait in on adoption day I put in my headphones and daze off. I had only gotten about 2 hours of sleep so a nap was necessary.