O2L's Butterfly||Adopted By O2L

First Video

A/N: so i know the O2L channel is over but i am going to continue to write the story like they are not it just makes more sense to continue it this way. Sorry for telling you guys so late.

Kian's P.O.V

After i left Kate's room last night i decided to do some research on how things are going to be now, like about the physical and emotional after effect of on overdose. I had spent hours on the computer watching reading listening and none of it was good. Constant drowsiness, weakness in legs and arms, nausea, refusing to eat, feelings of loss or disconnection, queit, and other suicidal tendencies. How do you hide something like that from the rest of the boys? I didnt get much sleep after that but enough. It's now 8:30 and all I can think about is checking on Kate. I want to go wake her up and see her but i dont. Like i wanna see her and talk to her and help her get through this, but i laso just wanna let her sleep through the whole thing.

I decided to just go downstairs and eat somehting. I got downstairs grabbed some leftover pizza from the fridge and sat down on the couch. Sam came down next, then Jc and god did i want to punch him because i knew the truth, next was connor and lastly Ricky. It was now 9:30 and everyone is downstairs on there phones except Kate. "Hey guys what do you wannaa do?" i asked. "Well i was thinking that we could introduce Kate to the channel as our suprise sunday and we could put a video up on her channel. I think it is time we formally introduce her because some of the fans are starting to have questions and she has been living with is for almost 2 months now, she is okay with us being YouTubers so why wouldnt she be okay with us just making everything offical." said ricky "Ricky you know she isnt feeling well i think we should wait a little longer." "No Kian she'll be okay" said Jc with a smirk. "ya we can do a fun challenge and she'll be just fine." said sam. No no no this is a bad idea she is already in a bad place and then she is gonna end up getting hate from some of the fans and she is just so fragile right now. "Kian, dude.." Trevor was shaking me. "Ya she'll be fine." I said completly regretting it.

"Well she is still asleep so we can all go get some stuff for the video now and we can just leave her a note i'm sure she will be fine with it." added ricky. "Hey you guys just go i really want to take a shower and clean up a little i never took one last night." "okay kian we will see you when we get back" said connor and then they all grabbed some shoes and car keys and left.

Kate. Oh no what do i do shit shit shit. I need to get her ready for a video pep her up make sure she is okay. I ran up stairs and then slowed down when i got to her door. "Be happy, encouraging, dont push her help her, you have plenty of time, take it slow you can do this kian." i whispered to myslef. I knocked on the door and heard a faint "come in" I opened the door to see kate sitting up feet over the side of the bed staring at the floor, she had a blank face and looked so frail. "Hey butterfly how are you feeling." she didnt say anything just stared. I walked over to her and held her hand. "Hey baby we need to get you showered and fed and dressed the boys wanna film a video with you today, i told them no but all the boys said yes. I am sorry butterfly but i will be her and help you with it all." She didnt say anything just shook her head yes. I grabbed her arm and waist and help her stand up. I put her arm over my neck and helped her to the bathroom. Her feet stepped and dragged like she had no control over them and she only looked at the ground. She seemed better last night but i guess this is what everything else said it would be like. I got her to the bathroom and sat her down on the closed toilet. I turned on the shower but she just sat there not moving at all. I went back over to her and helped her take her shirt off. I left her sports bra on. I then took of her pants but left her underwear on. Her thighs were covered with scars, she told me she cut them but i never thought this bad. I picked her up and placed her in the shower. She was standing on her own in the shower, thats good, right? I walked over to the sink to brush my teeth.