O2L's Butterfly||Adopted By O2L

Force-feeding

Kates P.O.V

Me and JC sat on the couch for a while watching TV and just enjoying each other's company, Until Jc stood up and told me he was hungry oh great another meal. "I'm not very hungry but I could make you guys some lunch." "Come on Kate you gotta be hungry you barley ate at breakfast and your so tiny you need to eat." said Jc. "I'm fine, but let me make you guys some lunch. Let me see what you guys have in your fridge." I walked over to the fridge to see a bunch of take out containers lots of condiments and just all Junk food. How could I make something out of this. Jc came up behing me and out his hand on my shoulder and said that if ther way anything i needed he could drive me up to the store. I started grabbing containers of half eaten chinsese food pizza tacos and started to throw it away. " what are you doing?" Jc said " This is junk and old and filled with preservatives you guys will be eating a real meal for lunch right ofter i clean ouut this nasty fridge. Okay? Pleeaassseee." "whatever you want kate." Kian and Ricky came down into the living room and had the sam reaction as Jc. I explained to them to and they agreed. After about 20 Minutes of throwing stuff out I told Jc I was ready to go and we went out to his car. The other boys were cool with it but sam wanted to come too so he did. We were driving to the store in Jc'c jeep with the windows down and the music blaring. It was so fun and I was so happy. 

Jc's P.O.V 

We left and of course nosey sam had to come, I had only known Kate for two days and kissed her once but i felt so connected with her. Luckily sam let her sit in the front with me. I was driving but looked over in her direction to see her smiling hair blowing in the wind she was beautiful, but all i could think was why would someone so amazing ever want to hurt herslef? We pulled up to the grocery store and I turned of the car. Every one got out and I ran and grabbed a cart. 

Kates P.O.V

"Jc why are you running?" "i dont know just cause." " He's just trying to show off to you" said Sam "Now can we go get some stuff for food im hungry" Sam finished. "yes lets go" we walked into the store and I  took the car and started walking towards the produce section. I picked up some veggies and fruits, then made my way to the meats. I grabbed some chicken some tofu and some turkey. I got a couple other things and then we went to check out. The boys had been walking behind me the whole time taking really quielty, that made me kind of nervous but oh well. We grabbed all the bags and went and put them in the car and started drving home. 

Sams P.O.V

Jc and I had been talking while Kate picked up some groceries. Jc had told me that he had a secret and needed to tell me about it and that it was about kate he told me he would tell me when we got home. I tried to get it out of him the whole time we were there but he wouldnt budge. We left the store and started drving home. We got back to the house and we helped kate put all the groceries in the kitchen. She told us to get out after that and that she wanted it to be a suprise. That worked out really good for me and Jc though. Jc told me to meet him in his room. I walked up to his room to see him sitting in a chair tooking worried. " What is it Jc?" "It's Kate you know how she said that I scratched her when we wnt to throw her in the pool, well later that night when i went to put her to bring her up to her bed.. I just wanted to be nice and change her band aid and well... she, she had a bunch of cuts on her hip and thigh and she cuts herself. " what we have to tell ricky no it can't be she is so amazing No." " No we can't tell ricky yet she needs to tell him, shes gonna hate me if she finds out i told you sam." " Okay then I wont say anything but you need to convinve her to tell ricky and get some help." " I will" 

Kate P.O.V 

"Lunch is readyy! come on boys double time it. Get it while its still hot." The boys came tumbling down the stairs all 6 one after the other. They all ran up into the kitchen and sat down. "It smells delicous sweety" said Ricky. I served each boy one piece of chicken with brocoli carrots over some noodles. "Arent you going to have some Kate?" Kian said. I had a little while I was cooking "How much is a little?" ricky asked. " a few bites of chicken and a carrot or two." " well will you please have a little more and eat with us. You need to put on some weight little girl." No really im fine. " Kate eat some please." connor said rather sternly. I really had not eaten any yet so i put some on a plate and sat down. I pushed it around and ate a couple carrots but Connor and Ricky were not letting me get up until ate it all. " please guys im not hungry and I dont feel well."  " guys just let her go" Jc said. "no Jc she needs to eat at least a little more she dosent feel good cause she hasnt eaten since se got here." ricky said. So i forced down some chicken and i felt it sit in my stomach like a rock. I got up and went straight to the bathroom. I tried to make myself throw up. I tried so hard, but nothing would come out. My body wasnt used to protiens and wasnt letting them go. " No... i was doing so good." I started to cry and went to my room and grabbed my blades out of my bag. I locked the door and let it go. I  no I should go to Jc, but I can't I need to do this. I added 2 new cuts to my lower thigh deeper than usualy and they bled allot more than usual to. I put some wrap on them and decided to take a nap and sleep through the bleeding. I got in my bed and started to fade off but this didnt feel like any normal sleep....