Living life in this cruel world isn't getting any easier. You get use to getting tired of having to have to walk around each day with a fake smile across your face but deep down you wanna hide in the corner and just cry. You have to be forced to focus and pretend to be happy when in all actuality your not happy at all.
In today teenage society its just a crazy world of peoe wanting to out you down just because u don't look like them. They look down on you just because you wanna show your happy but because of the thing you hear about yourself just because you wanna show you are happy.
But nobody knows that you show your just the brightest and happiest person that your not but the second that you get in your room and lock your door you just sit there feeling numb no feeling at all and your start to hate the feeling so then you see that blade and then you wanna see if your still alive in this cruel world. An then you see that blood coming down and then your just slightest bit of happy because you feel in control.
This world we live in isn't the happy place it use to be but when you think of it when was this world even happy its just a crazy think to think of that makes you go crazy in side but if you show it then you just look crazy and that's the last thing you wanna look like in this world.
