What's the point of coming to school when you are treated like you are nothing. What's the point of coming to school when people tell you they don't like you but you wanna carry the little bit of pride you have and say "I don't care".
What's the point of wanting to cry when you don't want to look weak. What's the point if having stupid emotions when you can't even use them or you will stupid.
Can't fight back or they will get people to fight you back. They treat you like shit but when you want to fight back they punish you more. What's the point of being a human when all you feel is like your not even meant to be a stupid person.
All the thing you hear from people is just unheard of. "You ain't shit bitch" "You so worthless why are you still here" " Ew your ugly why is he with someone like you" can't really get it out out of your head ever. They tell you to just "Brush it off" but how can you "Brush it off" when the rest if the world is making sure it's still there.
What they say is unbrushable. What's the point if trying to not think about it when its just like a fucking echo in your head that can never get out.
Anxiety makes it so much worst then it is. You keep thinking and thinking and it just won't come out and its stuck it in there with the words echoing in your head like a bunch if whispers.
There's always that feeling in the back if your head maybe there right. Maybe you shouldn't be here. Maybe your just not cut out to be in this world the world is way better off without you so you might as well just leave and make people happy by leaving....
