Its crazy how your mood gets changed upside down in just a little paragraph. Its funny how people wanna play the victim but in reality there the cause of the problem. Its hard to be a dreamer when your stuck in the dark.
You want to fly high into the clouds were all the people that are the happy dreamers but there's always that dark, cold, and ugly person just standing in your way making sure you don't dream at all.
The dream cloud they touch it and it just turns dark and gloomy. Pouring out ashes of your happiness. Bleeding out all of your fears and cries. Your getting tired and weak from all that crying and screaming.
All you want to do its just fade but there's always something trying to pull you back. You wanna just get away and live your dreams of becoming happy but its just not working. Why won't it work.
Why can't I live and then you look back and there it is. Your fears and things that are pulling you back making sure you don't get what you want. Their screaming at you telling you "come here. Haha you really think you gonna get a happily ever after. Honey those don't exsit so just stop trying"
Why isn't there ever a happy ending. You hate thinking this way it always comes to something like this at the end of the day. Why does it always have to be this way.
BBut then you realize who that person is. Its not just one but its 2 and they are....You & Depression....
