March 17th, 2015

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My life is full of broken dreams and shattered hearts spilled all over the ground. I get so scared to come to school but I hope karma for then will come around.

I'm getting weaker and weaker as the days go by. Something that could save me could be a simple "HI". I get sick I'm living in my bad dreams. I feel the tears I cry could make a huge stream.

Its hurts to live a fight. But I try to do it with all my might. I'm tired of the pain thats so much to bare. Being truly happy now a days is really rare.

Its so sickening that's she thinks its so cool to be a bully. But in all reality she doesn't even take herself serious fully. It hurts to just be in the feelings that I have. Its like I'm drowning in my sorrow in a bath.

I'm tired of faking a smile that's not really there.  But there's so many things that are beyond compare. I get tired of looking at my arn and seeing my terrible work of "art". But just one look at it just tears me apart.

They say the don't like me but one should I do. They must want me to cry boo hoo. Living in this hateful life just gives me hell. But maybe one day my inner self will get well.

It hurts to just fake it. But that's what you gotta do to just make it. It hurts to be someone that's been in so much pain. But until you have walked in there shoes just walk pass them without a single saying...

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