March 3rd, 2015

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The day to day isn't the same old game. Well sometimes. Living with teens today you will we a bunch of people that want to get some were in life with the books and there other people that just wanna smoke their life away thinking that it will help all of their problems go away.

There is always kids that only worry about sports. That's me. I worry about track because it helps me with some of the things that I have to face in my life. Anxiety. Depression. Many other things. I have to help show people that it doesn't really bother me but deep down it really does bother me.

It hurts to smile sometimes and you just don't know if you should smile or just show how you feel. But then there's that thought in the back of your mind "what if the people that don't like me see that I'm upset and they just wanna make it worst" so your just sitting there stuck and confused on what to do it gets to the point were you just want scream or just fade away...

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