April 19th, 2015

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I feel life isn't as good as it use to be. Hurts to see the ones you live cry. You wanna hold then ever so closely because you wanna make sure that they feel safe in your presents because that's how you feel around them.

Having to here about the hits, scars, and tears of someone you love. It just hurts. You wanna feel like maybe its your fault.

Hearing him cry and tell me he never wants me to let's go is one the most saddest feeling but its also the best because he doesn't want you to leave even though you never are but just hearing him say "I love you please don't leave". Is a great feeling that you want to cherish.

I also feel that this is the right time for him to know how I feel.
Dear you,
I know that it may hurt right now feeling like your the reason that things are going on that you don't want. But just remember that I'll always be here. Like my mom told me "Being in love can be a great feeling. Wanting to cherish the good times but the bad is what shows you whether its worth it to stay or not" and trust me being with you its worth it. I'll be here with you to help you fight threw ever battle you take and I promise you that with all my heart
Love Me

Knowing that your gonna be safe with someone is an amazing feeling that you don't want to lose.

Knowing that even thought you have a battle in your mind and they are willing to stay and help even though you don't feeling like working it out yourself.

The best feeling I ever felt in life is feeling wanted even though I didn't want to be with myself. What's yours..

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