The Horrors of 8th Grade

;););)

hey
just a quick update ;)
so this weekend I went roller skating and the gsr
at rk this guy Brian was all over me and I guess he likes me
I also met justin
he's got gauges and he's really cool
and this pussy Dillon
who can't accept I'm not into him
and I spent te night at Madys
I woke up on Saturday like at 7:30
and I went down and cuddled with gabby
she kept holding my hand and calling me devlin (her bf) and all I could think was
finally
I missed you so much
I missed holding you
I miss being your best friend
I miss being trusted by you
and as she held my hand. I could feel her cuts on her wrists and I was just so heart broken
I'm such a screw up
I couldn't even help her
and I've been trying. so. hard.
and Saturday afternoon I went to gsr with a bunch of people and we had a bunch of fun
and it's Monday now

and I just found one of my friends blocked me on their private account.

I must truly be repulsive because no one wants me.

wait
it's not that they don't want me

it's that I'm not exactly what you call

mandatory

but till death do us part ;)
good bye sweet readers