10.22.14 nothing special

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Today was fine nothing special

I had a nice conversation with Corbin. god that guys hot. so hot.i want to go out with him but gabby won't let me and I can't hurt her. but if it happens, it happens. and dear god I want it to happen.

Today gabby have me something to read. it was a story about her dream that seemed to be exactly what she wanted. but when she woke up it went down hill. I just really hope that my note says something that will keep me from killing myself. but I'm better than that I know how to hold myself back. I do to hurt myself. I do think about it... but I stop I'm not like that. people think I'm perfect but I'm not I'm just like them. and when gabby showed me that I tried to ignore her because she doesn't realize that if she hurt herself I'd hurt myself. so we'd be in sink so that when she says you don't know I do know. any ways if she does oatmeal jerky is over and I'll face reno high alone. but I do handle it better than her. well short but my day

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