11/21

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by KaijaNelson

by KaijaNelson

I've had a bad day
English~ boring
Turkish~ potluck
Computers~ hour of code
Lunch~ like any other day but Mia seemed happier
Math~ work sheet
Science~ there was a guest speaker that was such a nerd and am I the only one that thought this 29 year old guy has gone 4x as far as mr. Thomas and he's 35 lol.
Social studies~ it really pisses me off how on the bell work I get the answer first and I raise my hand and tell him and he says one sec and then Lizzie raises her hand and he goes to her first and he's like "since Lizzie got it..." Like NO I FUCKING GOT IT. We also forgot our research so we had book work and I finished early so I worked in my drawing and I couldn't focus because mady wouldn't stop laughing.
After school I found out that I wasn't invited.
Then the Ashton thing happened and this is what I said to him

"You can't say that your home situation is the same as gabbys, you don't know her life you have no idea so stop. Suicide doesn't stop the chances of like getting worse, it eliminates the chances of it ever getting better. I don't care if you have clean wrists I care if you think about killing yourself. You have no idea, none, what it feels like to lose a loved one to that. I don't have an uncle because of that, in fact I never got to meet him. You don't know your future but you do know the possibilities of having a future and if those possibilities are small they can get bigger."

I stole a couple quotes but it somewhat worked.
He just said "ok" to that so I started crying because no matter how much heart I poorer into it he didn't care, my mom saw me crying. she felt bad and went out and bought me a starburst freeze. then the rest of the night I sat by the heater and texted Andrea. so ya that was my day, yesterday, sorry this was supposed to go up yesterday.

~Kaija Payge