The Horrors of 8th Grade

Goodbye

Good bye gabby,
You made me really happy, you were a great kick start and a great friend. if I had known it could fall apart so easily I would have been more careful, but next year when we have to face the new school, I thought it would be together, not alone. I'm sorry I can't live up you your expectations, but I'm only human. and to think that one tiny word caused all of this, makes me feel like this is useless. if you can't handle me having other friends the you can't handle me. I'm still giving you your present, an your things, but to know that I'm not good enough for you makes me feel like shit. so thanks, for the heartbreaks for the pain, but not only for that, thank you for the good memories and one other thing, the reality check that I can't live in your world. I love you.

Goodbye Lizzie,
Elizabeth I love you so much, you were my wife. but i am the reason this all happened, if I wasn't a forgetful shit I would've invited you then you wouldn't be sad then you wouldn't be as hurt if you saw me at D'angelas an you guys wouldn't have all made me feel like this is my fault. I've lost gabby because of me, I've lost Mia because of me, and third I've lost you because of a stupid invite. the word "squad" is stupid an I don't know why you all thought it was the end when D'angela said that, but I'm sorry for D'angelas actions, and I'm sorry we have different feelings about not getting invited places. Once again I'm still giving you your Christmas present. And to leave me because of the word "squad" is stupid. so I'm leaving to, it's been a great friendship, but I can't surround myself with people that make me feel like shit because I'm always happy.

Goodbye Mia...
I must tell you that I am most upset that we won't talk anymore. I'll give you your Christmas present. well any way. you are the only person that has taught me so much in a small period of time. you showed me real pain. you showed me real happiness, you showed me truth. I can't believe that I can say I am your friend. your a fighter. And your beautiful. thank you for that Mia. I waited to tell you I love you because I say that to all my friends. and to not be able to ever say that to you makes me sad, because with me waiting I list the chance. I know your probably on their side but thank you, I'm so thankful Mia, and I would love to say I love you, but I'm afraid to cross boundaries.
So goodbye mia,
Thank you for being my friend

Goodbye mady,
We just didn't work,
But I love you
I really do
You were the friend I always defended
But all good things come to an end, and some good things have bad endings
I don't know what we are but I'll miss it,
And last night I was going to send I love you back, but I was afraid I'd start crying
Goodbye... You were my only best friend

~Kaija Payge