The Horrors of 8th Grade

11/16

I'm so done. I ate 8 of these things today. I hate two five packs and now I only have two .-.
Gabby told me to basically fuck off in her story.
My life kinda sucks rn and I'm starting to hate myself again.
I didn't think it would but my confidence has dropped a lot since I started gaining more and more weight. I'm not the tallest anymore I'm also the biggest and the widest. and I have a muffin top even when I don't wear jeans. and I have no but and no boobs and fat thighs and man hands. I'm hideous how do guys even look at me.
How do people's eyes not burn off when they see me.
I haven't felt this way In a while and I'm afraid to admit those boys that didn't like me at roller kingdom made it come back.
Gabby just k'd me.
Usually I say don't k me
But I can't do that.
She thinks I don't care that she's still hurt but I do I really do but I'm just really mad that I spent money just to eat cake with random people tomorrow.
I probably won't eat it though.
I may go on a diet.
Maybe
~Kaija Payge