Ugh why do people cut. please explain to me? because I don't get why when somebody is unhappy the hurt themselves. when I'm sad I cry... it's the non visible scar that hides deep in your soul and let's the happy Shine
through.
But cuts they are the shield to your happiness that go so far to make you remember that your sad.. so no smile can shine through, and the only happiness is shown through a giggle or laugh from a joke your friend said.
The groups I hang out with are different
My sad friends | My happy friends
Gabby. | Andrea
Mia | Nicole
Elizabeth. | D'angela
Self harm. | happy
Suicidal thoughts. | happy thoughts
Visible scars. | invisible scars
They are all so different but I love them all of them
With my sad group I feel like they all are sponges that soak up depression and leave me dry and happy. I feel weird around them because they can o from giggly to silent just like that. I fear their thoughts and dread the day that their thoughts take them over. They left me with no sadness nothing to keep me from an overload of happiness. but when one just let's a little out I get to suck it up and then it's weird. it's weird for me to be sad but not or them, these things make me mad. thanks for listening to my words
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~Kaija Payge
YOU ARE READING
The Horrors of 8th Grade
Non-Fictionplease don't go. I know you won't. but just hold tight. and enjoy my ride.
