The Horrors of 8th Grade

... 12/7

Hey
How are ya
I'm good
But I'm secretly
Confused
And scared
That my one little slip up,
May be the end
And may lead to the end of me
And my emotion
And my life

So today was horribly great in every way.
I started out my day finding out gabby unfollowed me on instagram.
My heart broke and it just broke into millions of tiny pieces. so I clicked the unfollow button. I cried a bit the Andrea woke up. me and gabby talked and I told her goodbye and I was just so done. so me and Andrea went to IHOP.
Got food went to Marshall's and had lots of fun. Then I got home, talked to Daniel a bit, and jagger, and he opened my eyes. any way then gabbys bio was changed so I started crying and I went and took CSUSA out of my bio, and I started crying more. especially when I read
Mia, mady, Lizzie
^^Squad
And I broke,
Replaced
Forced out
Gone
By just the snap of her fingers
Gone
By just the wave of her wand
Bipity
Bopity
Poof
Gone
Goodbye my Prince Charming
Goodbye my Gus Gus
And good bye lucifer
Your were a part of my brightest moments, my saddest, and the most influential part if my life.
Then gabby snapchatted me, and I got so mad, because after the most cruel day of my life, she has the audacity to ask me what I want for Christmas,
But I just wanted to tell her, I do to want to talk about presents I want to talk about your day or how you and Corbin are doing, I wanted us back, I wanted what we had, or used to have.
Guys are practically my only escape,
Like Daniel
And Conner
And jagger
And Blake
And .... Anonymous
So ya hmu?
I need a person to talk to,
I need one person,
But that impossible,
Because she doesn't want me,
Or anything to do with me,
Because CSUSA
is gone
Bye
...
~Kaija Payge

(The song was the only thing that made me happy when I was a kid)