The Horrors of 8th Grade

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so I just found myself biting my lip because of max commenting on my status and I think I have a problem.
I also ooVood gabby and she just hung up so that ended.
I feel like gabby is a time bomb and I only have so much time till she's gone.
I want to try this max thing out but that's not gonna work unless I change classes.
I'm going to get Corbin to kiss gabby.
Like tell him to because we all wish of that kiss from Corbin fisher.
I think he's cute but I don't like him, I think.
I'm going to get him to kiss all of us but gabby last of course. she gets the last taste of him. like the final time to get him. I think Lizzie should go first and me second. and gabby last like finish it off with a boom! And gabby is a big boom.
I'll ask him and see what he says. hopefully it's yes.
Whenever they bring up suicide it makes me want to throw up. one day every year my mom is depressed because of that topic. when my mom was around 16 she lost her brother to suicide. he went down to the basement and he took his life with a shot gun to the head. I stopped having the dreams about the car but dreams about me being my mom and gabby being Danny and me having to find her with the shotgun and a note saying that is was her choice. it makes me cringe that's why I have to make my friends stop that's why I need them to stop.
~Kaija Payge