The Horrors of 8th Grade

11/15

I just got my phone back. I'm so depressed rn like I have been crying all freaking day.
Fucking gabby had Mia over but I wasn't fucking aloud to come. that makes no fucking sense.
I canceled plans for her but no. right because I don't fucking matter. I just miss her so much and I was supposed to give her the card. I just feel so alone and I'm ready to die. And right now I feel like I'm falling so far down.
My sister has no use for me anymore. today at the store I wanted to hang out with her and her friend like we usually do she said no and that I was too little now. I had to run as fast as I could to make it to the bathroom before bursting into tears.
I feel like shit and nobody wants to help.
And now I'm fucking crying so thanks everybody for making hell fall on me at the worst time.
I'm just ready to be done.
And I feel like it's time to be done.
Bye,
~Kaija Payge