The Horrors of 8th Grade

Hey

So my days have just been normal .
I've been sick since the last update.
First came the aching in my legs and entire body.
Then came the unthinkable
I didn't think I'd have an ear infection ever again since they stopped in 2nd grade.
But the sudden clog that won't leave.
And the bubbly sound.
Then it happened the in believable ache
That feels like your entire eardrum is being stabbed like 100 times a second.
And I cried in my mothers lap for 2 hours.
I haven't cried that much in a long time.
I haven't cried that much since... Ollie died
The biggest pain I've ever felt.
It matched losing a loved one.
And as I waited for "urgent" care to come I told my mom while sobbing "why do they call it urgent when it takes an hour like every other hospital" and she said
"Because your not noticing the care part. the care more. Like it's more urgent. Like every hospital should treat you."
And I cried more whole a waited. and this lovely girl named "Nicole gonzalez" got me weighed me measured me and got me Tylenol an I stopped crying and I took the best nap I've had in a long time

I woke up she swabbed me again because the actual doctor told her to throw it out and wanted it again.
Then she got me food
And I ate the worst snicker doodle but beggars can't be choosers
And I'm here now
Waiting to find our what the hell is wrong with me.
Sorry for not updating
Love you
~Kaija Payge