The Horrors of 8th Grade

This is bad

Just a short little update 11/23,

I don't know why, or how I can believe that.
Usually when I can't go to gabbys I cry but I didn't. usually when my sister punches me I punch back but I didnt. when I couldn't do something I said okay and didn't get mad.
I know why but i can't say why.
Well I can but I choose not to and we made a promise that everything we talk about is secret. I'm not talking about the secrets but I am talking about him in general, he makes me feel beautiful even if I don't know who he is, he makes me want to be a better person, dear anonymous, you make me better.

I have no idea
Who he is
What his name is
Why he wants to even talk to me
Or if he even does

But he makes me happy,
I have no idea why.

~Kaija Payge