1 - The crush

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"So what are we gonna eat today", Sebastians said with his morning voice. It was almost dinner time, but he had taken a nap after all work. He had been working on his latest movie, which I wasn't sure what was called, but I didn't tell him. He couldn't know that his best friend didn't know, what he was working on.

"What are you gonna buy", I asked and raised one of my eyebrows to tease him. He got up from my couch and ran his fingers through his messy hair, which he had been growing out. "It's your turn", he scoffed and crossed his arms over his chest. I shook my head. "No I made dinner yesterday", I mumbled as I finished the dishes from lunch. "You litterally just bought pizza yesterday", he said while rolling his eyes. I jumped up on the kitchen Island and crossed my arms just like he did, looking straight into his face. He was an actor, but couldn't keep a straight face, and started to laugh, and so did I. 

I had always loved his laughter. I had known him for almost a year, and I would still get butterflies when I heard it.

"Okay finde tonight's on me, but only if I'll decide which movie we're watching later", he chuckled. If he hadn't said that I would've forgotten our weekly movie night. Every friday since he moved in we would watch at least one movie while eating dinner. 

"I love you so much", I giggled and jumped down on the floor again to hug him. "But only if you aren't gonna choose something romanian again." "Come on it was a great movie", he laughed and pulled away. "I know you loved it!" I scoffed by his words. "I didn't know what they were saying, and it was so bad", I chuckled as my eyes met his. 

Every time I looked into his deep blue eyes, I would think about the first time we met, and how I fell in love with them. Luckily I wasn't anymore.

"I'll think about it", he said and put on his jacket and shoes. "Dumbass", I said under my breath. "I heard you", he shouted before shutting the front door and leaving me alone in the apartment.

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The first time Sebastian and I met, was on set on a new series for MARVEL. I had the biggest celebrity crush on him, without him knowing of course, and our characters where lovers, so I spend a lot of time with him, Anthony Mackie and Daniel Brühl. I was really close with those guys, and when we stopped filming after 4 months, it felt like loosing a family. We all went home, and I got a new apartment in New York. I kept talking with the crew, and suddenly Sebastian got a part for a movie, which was going to be filmed here in New York. Since I was living here anyways, I offered he could stay here untill he was done. Then the movie ended, and we decided we liked living together, so he stayed, even though he had to sleep on my couch.

It was a small apartment, but only because MARVEL didn't want to give me more than I needed. They had bought the apartment for me, since I was still a secret in the MCU.

I got the part as Laurel Johnson when I accidentally spilled water on Joe Russo in a café. Then they thought I was perfect for a part they had been thinking about getting into the MCU for a while, and of course I accepted it.

So untill the series was released I was a normal person living a normal life. Who didn't pay rent, and had Sebastian Stan living in her living room.

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"I'm back", he shouted with his perfect voice. Okay maybe I wasn't exactly over my crush, but at least I wasn't obsessed about him. "Can I come in or are you doing something I don't wanna know", he chuckled as he opened the door into my bedroom. I was laying in bed with my phone. "No I'm just texting with Joe. Something about reshoots", I mumbled. A delicious smell filled the room. "Italian?" He nodded before answering. "And dog food for you." I rolled my eyes and followed him into the living room/kitchen and sat down in the couch. 

He unpacked the food and placed a plate with lasagne in front of me and himself on the coffee table. He turned on the TV and found Netflix. As he started to search for a movie I found out what he was looking for. "Oh my God Seb, you're the best", I squeecked when he put on Mamma Mia. "I know", he sighed as a diva and made me laugh.

We ate while singing along on all the songs. It was always fun to be with him, but he was working so much I was often alone in the apartment, since I had a contract with MARVEL. I was their's until the series was over. At least they were talking about reshoots so I could earn some more money.

"So what are you doing tomorrow", I asked as he walked out of the kitchen after putting the plates into the dishes. I poured up some wine into our glasses. "I have to work", he sighed and laid down in the couch with his feet in my lap. "But I'm free at 12." "My family is throwing a party for my sister over zoom and honestly I can't survive it alone", I chuckled. Since my family lived in Canada, it wasn't easy to go home, so for the months I had been on zoom at every birthday, party or anything else. Sometimes Sebastian joined me and the family, especially my sister, liked him so he quickly became a part of the family. Even though he hadn't met them. 

He nodded. "Sure", he said and cleared his throat. "But only if you buy dinner tomorrow." I rolled my eyes and laughed with him. He turned to the side so he faced the TV, still with his head in my lap, and I played with his hair. 

In that moment I realised how much I loved him. But only as a friend. And even if had a crush on  him it would never work out. He was my best friend, who lived on my couch. Nothing else.


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A/N
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